LIFE no pain no gain

My Current Dekstop Wallpaper

2012-02-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

Simply cannot resist this picture. He is indeed my nephew Lai Guan Yi =='' awww so cute!

A single lady that is simply annoy by Valentine

2012-02-14T16:39:00.001+08:00

Why I need a date on Valentine Day a? It's just Tuesday what? =='' everyone is asking me out for a date or ask me out to do something, just don't be alone at home ~ ~ I mean why a? It's never special to me what, then why I need to do something different today leh ha? Tomorrow don't need to work a?

The Beginning of Spring (立春)

2012-02-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

According to Chinese Tradition, today is the beginning of Spring. It means the starting of Dragon Year. If your baby was born before today, their zodiac is still consider as Rabbit. So my niece is the last minute Rabbit baby. =)

During every beginning of Spring, people always tell me story about the egg. They said the egg will stand still in the beginning of Spring. The reason being is because - according to Chinese dialect - Hakka, egg is pronounce as "chun", so standing egg mean "Li Chun"

I never believe on the standing egg story, until today my sister drag me out and try. =='' She was provoke by the sharing photo of standing egg on Facebook. I tell her it's a lie, it's just a photoshop picture. However, she insisted it's not a myth, and I have no choice to just entertain her for a bit. **I was curious actually**

So we try... ... hold it... fall... hold it again... fall... I keep saying "You see? I told you it was just a myth" Then I place the egg in the middle of the cross line, as I know the cross line is enough to hold the egg to stand **I personally think that this is the smart cheating way**. But my sister insisted to try again and again. Then after few minutes, she succeed! I was like @@ really?

So I try again, and after few minutes, I did it! Wooooo, so this is not a myth?! Or the flooring in my house did some magic? Who know? lol

Let's just believe it then XD

I'm thinking what to write

2012-02-04T02:51:00.001+08:00

Here come the 12th day of Chinese New Year (CNY). I'm here in Bahau again =) Basically everyone has pack up their CNY mood last week, including me, who has start working on the 5th day of CNY. Sigh... one word - Sien ~ things are just too good to be true. We - human, can't stop working. Yes, we need to rest and enjoy life once in a while, but not forever. So, face the reality, holiday is end, you should get back to work. Fortunately I'm kind of like my job. I'm happy with what I'm currently doing, though I still hate the fact of leaving hometown and work in KL, but I will feel good again when I started working.Confusing right?

The truth is I hate city life very much, but I have no choice to stay with it. Face it.

Every time I go to "New Post" tab, I will stop. I'm not sure what I want to post. I feel like posting, yet I'm confuse. Like everyone is talking about their CNY, and it turns out quite boring for me to write about it. Or I felt quite sad to go back to work, yet I don't feel like writing it down. confusing. So I've decided to just write down whatever I'm thinking now. OK, this paragraph is random, I know. Continue.

A lot of people ask me about my KK trip before CNY (since I just post two photos to say that I'm back, that's it). Actually, I have a lot to write, but wording just can't explain it all. There is too much emotions in this trip, such as happy, exciting, fun, sad, confuse, hoping, and really sad. What I can tell is - it was really nice and fun and relax! Me, Eewoon, Rachel, BaoJing and Alvin did catch up a lot and found back the feeling of being housemate again. We are still as close as last time. And I feel so good to see everyone again, yet, again, the truth is, we are meant to move forward. Our life goal doesn't allow us to stay together, sadly, we still need to say Good Bye to each other, and looking forward to the next trip to meet up again. =s

My overall opinion on KK? Hmmmph@@ There is a lot of nice foods, nice beaches, Gorgeous Mountain, nice weather, nice people etc. It is definitely worth the 2nd time of visit =)

Due to work, I don't have the time to stop down and feel sad for the fact of leaving KK. Thanks to the events that come after the day I'm back to KL =='' I was so busy, until I didn't realize CNY is next week. One of the highlight on work before CNY is - me and all of my colleagues were acting as Screaming Fans to welcome the guest during one of the event. I swear to you, the client and the guest like us very much XD, we did make them thought that they were walking in Oscar Red Carpet Section. lol yeap, we are CRA ZEY

Emmmm...

About my CNY, it has a lot of emotions as well. Yeap, I'm definitely very excited for it, but it's not all about happy or excited, it is sad as well. Sorry to say about this, but I did feel sad during CNY. It actually reminds me on my friend who had just passed away two months ago. Everything I see in Bahau I will think on her, especially when I meet up with my other high school friends. I just feel that I might not ready for it yet. But time passed and we growth. One day I will accept it and let it go exactly. For the 1st year I try my best to attend all the friend's gathering even-though I have a lot of family events going on. Ya, I'm a very bad friend, because I never really attend friend's gathering for the passed CNY. I will usually give all my time to my family. So, this year, I'm trying to balance up a bit XD

I don't have the complete gathering's photo, these are just part of it. I didn't really take much photo tho. The mood is not there, that's why @@

One thing I love CNY is because I can dress-up! Of course the major reason is still family Re-Union LAH haha. FYI, 80% of my CNY cloths are from Bangkok. I told you, I have already bought my CNY cloths on October XD That's why I didn't really do CNY Shopping during December/January =p

I like all my outfit this year =D Personally think that my fashion sense is improving *shock sendiri*

Then, of course CNY is all about EATING, so, in order to avoid any unnecessary sadness, I try not to stand on the weighting scale for now.

I always feel bless and proud to born in this family. When I'm with them, I felt so much love and cares. They are always full with positive thoughts and energy. They have the magic power to tell me my problem is not a problem at all.

It's always good to be home =)

The best part of the CNY is - my niece has born on the 8th Day of CNY =D Our little princess!

Finally, I have fully celebrate Hokkien Lang's CNY by taking one day leave, to go back to Rompin. Luckily I went back, that's when I finally feel the "happening" of CNY. That night, people are playing fire crackers like mad, and the whole street is full of "booming" sound. =D It was very fun and happening!

So?

My life is too colorful until I don't know what to write, correct? lol Phewww... at least I have written it all out already. haha

I think this should be the summary of my January 2012 =)

Till then.

Its good to be home =)

2012-01-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

Holiday started! Yay!! I've been waiting for it so SO LONG! Chinese New Year is just seem so near yet so far. Finally, I'm home =) After one and a half month of not being home, yea this is how I feel, like I'm really excited to go back.

The 1st surprise that I got when I reach home, is the CNY decoration by my brother =D **fyi he import all these decorations accessory from China, you can find his shop - Daily Save at Bahau, Seremban, Klang, SS2, Cheras, Puchong, Muar etc.

Love the Dragon!

The 2nd thing that excite me is my room =p It is so clean and nice!

My lil sister has spent one month in cleaning up the room (as I always complaint about the room). Mom got us very PINKish new bed sheet, she said flower suit me more ==''

I was amazed by the bathroom, it answered why my sister suddenly call me one day when I was working. On the phone she tell me :"I used one month to clean the bathroom, so when you are back, you better praise me!" I was like =_= so speechless when I got her call. But now, after I see the toilet, I can't stop praising her really. It is so difficult to clean the water stain, and she did it! Now my bathroom is white in color again XD Bravo!

Thank you sister, you make me feel like a 6 stars hotels guest when I reach home yesterday. So happy =)

My personal Room-maid. LOL

This is ME who is currently blogging in the 2nd living hall =)

Happy Chinese New Year everyone. xoxo

Till then

Happy Chinese New Year - Company Annual Lunch

2012-01-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

18.01.2012

We had our company annual lunch at Chicago Steak House at One Utama, with the theme Orientally Western =) Everyone is required to dress up in Cheong Sam. I was so lucky, I bought one during the trip in KK. It was such a coincident that me and Rachel went to market with Rachel's mom, and we saw the Cheong Sam that was nicely displaying at one of the boutique nearby, then we went in the shop and try it on just for fun, and who know the Cheong Sam is fitting our body so well! So we bought it. We don't know when to wear it yet, but we just bought it. It's fitting us so well just like a tailor made one, you see? lol

All of us are nicely dress in Cheong Sam yesterday =) Love Love Love

We had LOU SANG before the lunch start!! In this coming New Year, may all our dream comes true, no worries, no stress, healthy and wealthy!

Me and my super big bowl of Totilla Salad. @@ I personally Don't like it!

The Lunch ended around 3.30pm with a lovely group photo =)

Happy Chinese New Year people! I can't wait to go back Bahau already!!!! I miss my mom and dad!

Just before Chinese New Year

2012-01-16T02:12:00.001+08:00

This weekend is SO busy, because I need to get everything done before Chinese New Year, such as:

Got a new hair cut and hair color - brown cum with green -

**Personally think that the hair stylist is not bad, you can find this hair saloon at Sunway Giza, 1st floor up from Beer Factory =) I spent RM295 for Long hair color and cut

Sunday;

Went to Sungei Wang today, to company my manager for her last Chinese New Year Shopping. I got three shoes and two tops from there as well =D

Shock sendiri with a little fashion show in my room. Super like the top (RM25@Sungei Wang) match with the Legging Jeans that I bought from GAP (RM103 after discount@Gap) last two weeks, and THE SHOE (RM44@Sungei Wang)!!! If you like my hat, it is from Vincci =) I bought it during KK trip, Rachel and Eewoon has one too =p

My brown collection of shoes =) Love love love!!! All of them are below RM 50!

Can't wait to wear them all on me!

Happy Chinese New Year people.

I'm Back from KK =)

2012-01-13T11:42:00.001+08:00

This is an unhappy post

2012-01-05T02:21:00.004+08:00

I'm departing to KK in few hours time, so I'm grabbing the chance to blog here before I left MacBee here. Yeap yeap... yeap... I'm going for work and also holiday. The main reason is to meet up with Rachel, Eewoon, Baojing and Alvin. Before meeting them, I will need to get my work done. Hmmph == my boss know that I'm going to KK so, she ask me to "sun bian" do band scouting. Thus we change my flight time, to fly there earlier for work. yea ~ that's how all the stress come in. And I have been non-stop working recently.... stress yet it was quite fun and challenging.

I suppose to feel very happy and excited now but I'm not?! I don't know why... just I'm not happy, that's it. Perhaps there is some other reasons that worry me, like things happened lately, and my recent lifestyle, blah blah blah... believe me, those are not important really, and you wouldn't even want to bother. If you know me well enough, then you would have know what is bothering me all these while, and this issue is like a circle, it will keep repeat and repeat... never stop and I feel so helpless on it. yea ~ quite crappy and quite shitty

I know my problem is nothing at all compare to the less fortunate, but I just can't stop thinking about it. Like a psycho... I have been trying all the possible ways to heal myself but turn out, its not working, and I don't know when is it gonna end or will it ever end?

I doubt that.

I try to believe. Believe in myself, believe in everything, but things turn out quite frustrating and it discourage me to continue. Ended up I will screw up myself and try to heal myself again... just like a circle.

I know I'm now in a huge frustration, and I wanted to stop, though I kept telling myself, don't stop, keep it up, you can do it. So all I trying to do now is to not stop and keep going.

Let it be let it be, and believe.

I believe.

End of 2011, here comes 2012

2012-01-02T18:54:00.003+08:00

This post is suppose to be uploaded yesterday, but idiot ipad did some mistake, so I lost whatever I type. =s Not happy! Well well well, if you follow me on FB, you probably would have know my MacBee is back to my arm =D (**at least something to happy about) eeeeeehee.

Days without MacBee was pretty cool, I mean of course I'm upset about it but I do more things when MacBee is not around, like I go out more often, hop on the treadmill for half an hour, or make myself do more readings. HAHA no la, actually I was quite busy throughout the month, don't even have the time to stop down and do some writing.

Anyway, I had so much fun during December!, especially with my colleagues! Firstly, BASF event was a great success! We dance a lot that night even when we are sober, lol. And then for the Christmas celebration, we had a decent Christmas dinner at Makan Kitchen@Double Tree Hilton. After the dinner, we hit to the Black magic aka Vodoo club for after parteyyy.

To be honest, this is the first time for me to feel like I'm celebrating Christmas, especially my superior - Ms Kuay has organize so much games for that day, each of us have a character name, like I'm Jingle Bell, Ms Kuay is Santarina, Serena is Turkey etc, and everyone need to write their wish list on the wishing board, so that we will get what we want from our secret Santa. tsk tsk tsk, that's how everything become so excited and fun! One of my wish list this year is get Carmen Muesli Bar. lol and I got it!! It tasted so nice ... ** heart melting**

My Christmas 2011 was ended with a crazy move to Genting with Leonardez and Ali in the middle of the night. The weather was freezing that night and it was foggy until we can't see the signboard @@ This reminds me on last time PCG in action. Haha we are never make sense, aren't we? aww miss PCG!

Lastly my NYE countdown party with my brother and sister at The Strand Kota Damansara. I suppose to work on that show but it got cancel at last, so I'm bringing my brother and sister there to check out what is happening there. *be a spy* Ended up things aren't too bad. We get to countdown together (after so many years of not counting down for New Year with my family), watch fireworks, and enjoy the music with good DJs. Overall, it was fun and warm with the highlight of our NYE dinner at Meatworks, Citta Mall =D

So what had Miss Leeyi done over 2011?

1. Graduated from Curtin University and leaving Perth for good
2. Resign two times within three months
3. Bought her 1st ever Macbook with her salary
4. Officially join Milestone Production and now is a confirm staff after 6 months of probation period
5. Hang out a lot of times with Mr. Leonardez and Ali
6. Perm her hair
7. Learn how to drive and now driving to work everyday
8. O ya... also got a proper english name for herself - Ti-ara. So no more funny names like Tequilla (I still use it tho, as it has company for most of my study life)
9. Remain Single and Available (LOL) laugh laugh laugh
10. Start to diet like a vegetarian hmmmph
11. Went Bangkok and shop like "I got Too Much MONEY"
12. Been visiting Coffee shop a lot and spend few hours alone there

So my 2012 resolution will be:

1. Travel as many times as I can (for work or for whatever purposes)
2. Organize a family trip
3. Organize a trip with High-school friend
4. Want to be as slim as possible @@ by maintaining a healthy lifestyle
5. Work harder to go further!
6. Visit and gather with "Long Time No See" friends
7. Try to sleep before 11 p.m.
8. Do more photography
9. Read More!
10. Try to avoid Single Life @@ (try)
11. Take part in more healthy activities like hiking etc, other than shopping

Praying for a better 2012, and wishing all my dearest friends and family healthy and happy. *pray pray pray**

Happy New Year guys =)

Miss typing here

2011-12-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh! Three weeks already! I still didn't get any update for my Macbee T.T I'm so gonna call the service center and scold them rude word! FXXCK! Is either you quickly get it repair or replace me a new one! I don't have any more golden time to wait!

And now the thing is, even the computer that I used in office was attacked by Virus this evening. wtf?! right? I have already lost my left arm and now I lost my right arm =='' How am I gonna work without both of my arm? Smart arse!

I had so much fun during December but I couldn't even share it here =( What a shame! nah nah nah!

PMS!

Days without MacBee

2011-12-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

:( actually... ... My beloved MacBee is sick for quite sometime already. The reason being is the pixel is broken. At 1st it is not that bad, but two weeks ago, there is a crack line forming out on the screen, and it is very annoying. So it makes me feel like want to get it repair asap. Anyway, I should have blame myself, I suppose to get it fix before it gone worse == now very good, I finally got the time to fix it, at least before the warranty expired right? So guys, here will be quiet for one week, until MacBee is safe home. I have a lot to share this weekend but I couldn't. :( so sad! Never mind. At least I get to type a few words here with my sister's iPad,before it go quiet. Sigh== Hope to type here soon. C I a o

Wednesday @KL Hilton

2011-11-30T14:49:00.001+08:00

Don't know how many time I need to drop by here =_= Anyway, this is the last day of the event, so... ... I hope it pass asap! I'm so BORED!

Today is the last day of November, which leads to the last month of 2011. Yeeeaa... time passes fast. We always say that. But I'm not going to like this month! It's sux! It is SUPER SUX!

Anyway, I'm looking forward to December =D hehehhh... Christmas is coming, New Year is coming... shopping, gathering, chill and hang out.... hmmmph It would surely be nice. can't wait already.

Can't believe I actually drank two cups of coffee in one shot today ~_~

I was having my lunch at this unknown sandwich shop with a cup of cappuccino at KL Sentral. However that so call 'Cappuccino' make me disappointed T.T They didn't volumized the milk or brew the coffee like how Cafe Cino did. Basically, the so call 'Cappuccino' is made by instant coffee mix. Sien~ ~ ~ I don't call this coffee... ... so I had my another cup of coffee which was served outside the ballroom. Though it's not as nice as the one I had yesterday, but it is so much better than the one at KL Sentral. See?! I am this picky on coffee nowadays. My tongue only accept freshly brewed coffee. HAHA =_= Okie la... my Coffee standard has risen up.

How a? The speaker has already spoke for ONE hour non-stop. He even has my Form 5 physic teacher talking tones.... which is flat~~~~ all the time... yawnnn I am so bored! Luckily I drank Coffee to keep myself awake, or else ... sigh~ That's why I'm never an engineer you see?! I don't know what are they talking about.... apa sustainable engineering lah, apa 3D software lah, apa car lah, apa template la.... no idea ~ crap ~ Don't ask whether am I blogging during the event =_= Cause I'm afraid the answer will be yes. Or else? What to do? I got nothing to do here. Its like staying inside an intellectual prison that is full of engineering theories and principles.... run run RUN!!!

Till then.

Tuesday @KL HIlton

2011-11-29T13:02:00.001+08:00

Don't ask why the hell am I at KL Hilton early in the morning during working hours. == I'm running event LAH, idiot.

okok. This job is pretty straightforward, and direct. I just need to make sure my Emcee-William is here on time, and do his work. That's it. Pretty simple right? But this event gonna run for whole day long, no, no, its actually TWO whole day straight. =( ( (

Me, this little poor executive has no choice but to be here, to make sure my Emcee do not give out his direct contact to client. **Company policy mah, this industry is like that, contact number is everything we have.

So now? Lunch time =) At least I get to enjoy my little time over here at Cafe Cino, KL Hilton. **also to get free wireless =p

By the way, I was quite unhappy about the pricing of the coffee here. Freaking expensive man! It's a lot higher than Starbucks == What to do? Its a cafe in 5 Star Hotel what?! =_= I will make sure I submit the claim, no worries. And I'm actually hugging my fruits box now. It's ok It's ok... I don't plan to take anything heavier than fruits today.

Surprisingly, the latte turn out to be SO NICE!!! I'm not sure what coffee brand are they using here, but it's up to the standard to compete with illy Coffee. =D

Oklar... at first I was quite moody, due to blue tuesday after a long weekend holiday. But the Latte has just made my day =) yum yum yum. RM16 for a cup of latte? Let it go la.... Tai HOi di ==

lol

Okok... Gotta go. Event gonna start Soon. bye

小蚂蚁

2011-11-22T11:46:00.001+08:00

我在想。。。。。。这一只在我身边徘徊的小蚂蚁是不是她。她来向我道别吗？

想哭，却哭不出来。。。

朋友，一路好走。

Lunch Time

2011-11-21T13:11:00.001+08:00

En la en la... I'm on diet la. ==''

Tripple Chocolate Banana Cake

2011-11-20T17:38:00.001+08:00

This is what make me regret today. =( FML

I was craving for cake, but too bad I can't find any cake shop at Sunway Giza, so I bump into D'Italian Kitchen for a piece of cake and coffee. I thought to spend some time there, sit down and do some writing, MANA TAU.... ...

When the waiter serve me the cake, I felt like WOW, SO BIG! This portion is definitely for 3 people ok. =='' I didn't know it is so big, and it's too late to call for people to share with me. Damn! I ended up finish it, and the taste from really nice turn to very disgusting. == I feel like vomiting seriously. ERkkkk

This is how it looks when I finished. So many cream and mouse... arghhh... yuck!

I have then quickly finish my coffee and left the restaurant. =='' very bad experience I had this afternoon. I think next time must come with 4 - 5 person. Or else don't come.

Sanbanto Cafe

2011-11-20T17:04:00.001+08:00

According to my Berlaku-Curang-Boyfriend- Leonardezuu, it has been three weeks for us not meeting each other. lol One of the reasons is both of us are strictly on diet, in order to avoid mutual destruction, we better not to meet that often. HAHAHA

Yesterday was suppose to be just watching the free movie that I got - Nasi Lemak 2.0, and perhaps a light dinner after the movie. BUT both of us feel the urge to eat food like burger or steak, Leo said:"don't know why every time I go dinner with you, I will feel like eating burger."==''

So, we have ended up have our dinner at Sanbanto Cafe (pork place), SS2. This leads to mutual destruction. hahahahaha

No regret, the food is very nice there. You can definitely have quality fine pork dishes there. It will be great if you can have the pork ribs and a bottle of beer. lol The price is reasonable too =)

Very long didn't take picture with this er chui kia already.

We had mushroom Sandwich with bacons. =)

Very nice Carbonara that Leo couldn't resist it. For me, I don't think I can finish that one whole plate by myself @@ tho its nice.

See? We are on diet okie ==''

A Dinner with Colleagues

2011-11-19T01:31:00.001+08:00

Just realize I hardly talk about my colleague at here... ... hmmph, it's time now... this post is gonna be all about them =)

I am consider as a very lucky girl, as so far I never work with anyone that is difficult (even my ex-colleagues are nice people). Therefore I'm telling you that I have a bunch young and fun colleagues.

Currently, my company has 13 people. This include:

My Boss - Grace,

The Managers - (Josephine, Charmaine, Cynthia, Josh, Cindy, Serena),

Account & HR - May,

The Executives - (Miki, Vinny, Alice, and ME),

and the current Interns - Wan Theng.

We are still expanding, so there will be more people coming in. So far there is only 1 guy in our office, what a shame I know =='' That's why, never question me why I am still single, lol.

So last friday, we went Dao Rae at Kota Damansara to celebrate Grace's Birthday. It is a early Birthday celebration, we will only cut the cake when Jo is back from Maldives. YES, MY MANAGER IS IN MALDIVES GETTING SUN BURN NOW =( So nice right? This was her business trip. Wish I can be there one day@@

Ok, back to the dinner. lol It is all about chilling and chit-chatting. We were all very enjoy and well-entertained by the waiter at Dao Rae. lol Of course the dinner wouldn't be perfect without those nicely made Korean dishes!

In this picture, the only guy with 3 young fresh graduates, plus one undergraduate interns. =D hahaha How lucky is Josh in this picture ya?

Young ladies + BBQ Pork wrap by freshly cut lettuce = NICE

On right hand side from front is Cindy, Cynthia, Charmaine, Alice, and May. On left hand side from front is Vinny, Miki, ME, and Josh.

The group photo with Grace, who is standing at the right behind Charmaine. She is a young and pretty pregnant woman with one kid, and definitely a workaholic. =p

This is my manager - Josephine who is currently in Six Senses Maldives @@ She is a very noisy and active lady. Thanks to her, I learn a lot in this industry. Miss you in Maldives, faster come back ya?! (I know you don't want to, lol)

Love all of you so much! Work won't be fun without you guys. xoxo

till then.

Bangkok Trip - Food

2011-11-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

Finally! We have come to the last post about my Bangkok trip =) This is gonna be all about food I swear. **I just realize all my current post is about food, lol. What to do? That's life. Food keep us happy and alive. So guys, open up your arm, let's embrace food. yum yum yum... ...

Let's see what we have in Bangkok:

林真香 (Lin-zhen-xiang) is a totally non-halal shop. You can find all sort of pork-made food there, and all their products is like SUPER YUMMsss. If you can't think on anything to buy for your friends or family for souvenir, then I recommend you to bring them the pork-floss from this shop. I'm sure your friends and family will be very happy with it. Because all my colleagues love it very much (even my boss like it lol)

My little leo tell me, it taste heavenly nice. hahahahaha... ... Even me who is an anti-pork lady, also like it a lot, so don't think, just bring it home when you are there. This is located at China Town, Bangkok. =)

After that, we have all sort of snack in China Town...

such as this toasted bun, it was very famous in Bangkok, but for me, it tastes normal only.

Then we tried this little Apam-Balik-like cookies. It was cook with egg and pineapple. Not bad =p

Pork rice is One of the MUST EAT FOOD in Thailand. It is really nice especially without the piggy smell. @@

We tried this Donut Cake at Chak-tu-chak market. It taste super delicious! Wish I can have more of this =(

Mango Sticky Rice, Phat Thai, Tom Yam, and Oyster Egg is all must try food when you are in Thailand. You can simply get a really delicious one in Food Court. =)

My everyday Brekkie in the Hotel =D Miss it so much!

Cupcake Love is the NICEST cupcake that I have ever tried! Seriously, Malaysia don't have nice cupcake. yum yum yum... You can find this shop at Central World. =)

This crepe from Platinum Fashion Mall is nice too =D

According to my sister, Chaho was a famous green tea coffee shop at Korea. So we have a try on it in Bangkok. If you like green tea, then you will definitely love this shop.

We had Mos Burger at Central World too =) I think it is not bad, just that the rice pork burger is more like pork rice to me, instead of burger, you know what I mean. =='' In my opinion, Burger should be a combination of bun, lettuce, chicken/beef/pork, cheese etc.

Bake a wish! The puff is SO NICE!!! I like the chocolate flavor, not sweet but with a bit of bitters. yum yum yum... ...

And lastly, have a cup of Black Canyon Coffee before we head back to Malaysia =) NICE!

Kimchi Korean Restaurant

2011-11-13T18:57:00.001+08:00

Hello Sunday =) Today we had a really great brunch at this newly discover restaurant - Kimchi, at Tropicana Shopping Mall.

Actually, having Korean food is not in the plan today. It is just because we realize the options that we have in Tropicana Mall is very limited, we have no choice but to "blindly" choose one restaurant to go. lol Yea, so we are lucky today, the restaurant we choose serve really nice dishes. =)

Let's the picture do the talking part:

6 side dish with free refill (they had really tasty kimchi here, and I love the pumpkin)

Tofu spicy soup (must try!)

As usual our 1st selection on the menu for Korean food is always - Bi-Beem-Bap =D

Spicy onion pancake (nicer than the one we had in Daorae =p)

And lastly... =='' Yeaa... my lovely over-sensitive-to-camera sister

Overall we have spent RM 50++ only! without ordering drinks la of course. haha. So guys, if you are finding for a nice Korean food, Kimchi will be your next place. =) thumbs up.

POCO zakka & kitchen

2011-11-13T01:34:00.001+08:00

Today, we have somehow bump into this nicely decorated restaurant at Sunway Giza Mall. Poco uses "A little beachside restaurant'' as concept. We feel pretty excited and were impressed with the decorations. One word, nice!

Taking photos around, we are like the tourist when we were there... ...

Let's see what they have at here:

Nice and simple menu

Japanese style spaghetti with Black Sesame Sauce (Must try! We love it a lot)

Mango and prawn salad with crabstick (RM 16.80 for this? NO WAY! It's taste normal and not worth the price =s)

Earl Grey Milk Tea & Green soya milk tea (Earl Grey is just like normal original bubble milk tea while green soya milk tea is a little bit sweet, but worth trying for both!)

Soft shell crab sushi roll (erm, for how a nice sushi should be? I think Not nice)

Grilled Salmon (I like salmon, so... ... Yes!)

Chocolate Brownies with Vanilla ice cream (Definitely must try! The brownies melt my heart @@)

Tofu cheesecake (hurmmm... I tasted a better one at Tokyo Street Pavillion, this is a little sourish and... taste weird)

Overall, it is a nice place to chill and hang out, but it's a little bit pricey. @@ No harm trying though, we did enjoy our afternoon very much at there.

Happy hang out =)

Saturday afternoon at Garden

2011-11-12T17:14:00.001+08:00

Dear all,

Guess where is Miss Lai now? Let's see, humph... She was in a very quiet place that is full of flowers. There is a big white elegant piano placed in front of her, and she is drinking her illy freshly brewed coffee with a pink flowery cup. Mmmm... Nice.

No body was with her, other than a newly bought I-pad by her sister. That's how her sister comfort her when they dump her alone in the shopping mall, and went for facial treatment. Well, the I-pad did company her very well with all-time access into Facebook, and of course blogger. Lol.So she was pretty enjoying her own time here, in this nicely decorated restaurant - Garden. O my god. The atmosphere here is just so so so nice!

Ok, put away with her "shock sendiri" story, actually she just finished her window shopping. She was attracted by a purple color sporty flats by Anna Sui & hush puppy. @@ she couldn't resist it yet her wallet is blocking her away from the shoe. Awwwww so sad. Hence, she has decided to make it into her wish list for Chinese new year. Hmmmph @@ "Dear shoe, I will buy you, I swear!" As miss Lai has already done shopping for her Chinese new year cloths, so in order to avoid over-spending, she has decided to make a "niche and worth-buying shopping list". Yes, the shoe is in the list now.

LolWell, well, well... Miss Lai gotta go now. Her sister is finally there to pick her. Enjoy your weekend, guys.

Good bye blogger.

Till then

Maybe the feeling is no longer there...

2011-11-10T11:36:00.000+08:00

Anymore...

Bangkok trip - Shopping

2011-11-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Tadaaaaa..... Well, we do shop a lot in Bangkok! The fashion industry there is like - "Gorgeous!" The Thai people who studied fashion actually came up with their own fashion line! They design it and they made it! That is how impress am I. Their sense of fashion can beat Malaysian fashion designer, seriously! When you are there, you will be attracted by the concept and idea of the shops there.

Basically, there is only two places you need to know, if you are there to get some nice, hand-made/ thailand-made, quality, and with-design clothing.

The 1st one will be Chak-tu-chak, the weekend wholesale market, where you can find almost everything there. I will advice you to bring a big shopping bag if you plan to spend one whole day at there. Spend one whole day in just a market? Yes indeed! I'm not trying to be exaggerate, the fact is the market is so big and with so much things!! You will become so excited and not tired on keep walking and browsing!

Of course this market is not advice for guy, especially if you hate shopping, hate the crowd, dislike hot weather, and dislike narrow streets, it will be bored for you. =p We actually spent 9 hours there. Non-stop walking, bargain, browsing nice cloths etc. lol ** O ya, for your information, Chak-tu-chak is only open for weekend. =)

Last but not least, you must not miss The Platinum Fashion Mall when you are in Bangkok. XD The fashion design there is totally different with those you see in Chak-tu-chak market. So what you seen in Chak-tu-chak might not be available in Platinum Mall, if you see something that you like it very much, then you must grab it already. lol

Both of the places that mentioned above is a wholesale market, so the price system is either - wholesale price with the purchase of 2 or 3 pieces and above (No worries, you can mix with other designs), and market price with the purchase of 1 piece only. No bargain really needed here, as the Thai people there is kind and honest =p Of course you can try to bargain if you think the price is high.

The price range of the cloths in this two places is between RM 2 - RM 55.

Like this long jumper, I got it for RM 55 wholesale price, it was design by a local designer.

Then I bought another long jumper at Platinum with the price of RM49 wholesale price, I love this one the most! For the red single shoulder cocktail dress, I got it for RM17 only!!! Can you believe that? And the red is so sharp! It will be my 1st ever single shoulder dress kekekek... And then for the pink top, I got it for RM 20 wholesale price, the wording on the top was sew with beads; For the bottom, I got it for RM 15 only, it came with another top which it is not show here, the top was nice too. =)

For quality t-shirt, 100% cotton, chemical free, and nice design, I got it for RM20 for wholesale price. Then RM25 for the blue and 100% cotton dress.

And... the currently on trend one - rubber shoe! It was a pirated version of Paul Frank (the factory is here anyway @@) I got this shoe for RM22 market price. There is no wholesale price for this shoe, as it's quality is good, and its comfy! If you happen to have flat feet like I do, then having this rubber shoe is a must. As people who have flat feet can't wear flats or else they will get their feet hurt badly =( So if you wish to wear flats but not to hurt your feet, why not consider on having a rubber flat? Its fashionable and comfy =)

And a whole new pajamas too =) hahah I got that pajamas short for RM 3 and the 100%cotton t-shirt for RM6 lol. Actually we felt like buying more pajamas, but we were stopped by my 2nd sister. She said we don't need to wear so nice to sleep =='' DISAGREE!

FInally - NARAYA.

This brand is very famous in Hong Kong and Singapore? According to my sister's friend, people come all the way from Hong Kong just to buy the bag here. The price range is between RM 20 - RM 60, not expensive, and the bag is finely made. You can find this shop at Central World.

When you step into the shop, the shoppers are basically "rampas _ ing" the bag there. You will have the feeling of "you must grab the bag immediately, or else it will out of stock!". =='' I know, crazy... ... even we got affected by the "kia-su" atmosphere there, when we are considering whether or not to buy it on the next day, my 2nd sister came and told me the bag is gonna out of stock if we don't grab it now, due to flood. HA HA how funny = ='' lol So we bought it on that day.

This is what I got, my 1st Naraya Bag. lol

Till then.

Can I have all the colors?

2011-10-30T01:16:00.000+08:00

Was browsing around Mid Valley today with Chee Mee, and bump into Top Shop, found all these fantastic nail colors. Really feel like have them all! One bottle price is RM36 =s so expensive, almost the same price with O.P.I hmmmmmph! Wait for me Green and Yellow! I will buy you when I'm not this broke hmmmmmmph! =s

Bangkok trip - Flood

2011-10-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

Yes guys, Leeyi has came back from Bangkok safely on the 26th October 2011. She has fully enjoy her trip there although there is disappointment caused by the serious flood around the capital...

Seriously? Me and my sister still decided to take off from Malaysia to Bangkok on the 22nd October, when the Star newspaper headlines on that day was "Bangkok flood situation got worsen". Like seriously we still dare to go? Hurmmmmm... hmmmmph =='' The day before we depart, all the people around us actually advice us not to go, as if it is a so damn stupid decision if we go.

Yes indeed. I understand their concern. We, the one who is going is actually VERY SCARE & WORRY okay!! I keep following the news in Bangkok weeks before we depart, and sister has actually called to hotel to check the situation there. All the result show that the center of Bangkok is still safe to go! The only thing is we can't visit all the main tourist attraction around Bangkok such as Ayuthaya, Floating Market, Grand Palace etc. T.T But we will remain safe if we just stay at the center of Bangkok.That's why... @@ We have ended up going (**with a very worry face and poor expectation towards the country that we are heading**)

When we arrive Bangkok, everything seems normal. International airport is gorgeous as usual, highway is dry, sun is bright, traffic jam, tourist still check in to the hotel etc. People live their life as usual. There is no show of any watery street or boats or victims of the floods. It is a lot better than I expected.

The only thing that actually show us "Bangkok is in a serious flood", is all the sand bags that we found in front of the shops. Besides, there is also shops that choose not to open for business, and we found it hard to get drinking water.

All the big bottle of water was sold out in every supermarket or 7 Eleven, and that's when I understand the importance of drinking water. =s hurm... the 1st thing we did when we just landed is search for drinking water at the nearby supermarket. So long long way we have go and ask... =='' Luckily we still get to buy enough water to sustain us until the day we go home. pheeew...

We have visited China Town on the 1st night in Bangkok for dinner and souvenir. That's when I finally get happier. I thought Bangkok is going to be a dead town, and we will be mostly spending our time at Hotel =s Luckily it is not that "dead". China Town is very happening, and full with delicious foods. yum yum!

I was impressed by seeing all the Thai people there wasn't affected by the flood. All the stalls and shops along the roadside is open for tourist. I can't imagine if the flood is in Malaysia... @@

However, for the current news update, China Town now is flooding. T.T this is just so sad, and I have no idea how should I feel now as I really feel blissful on not having the trip affected by the flood, yet at the same time I feel bad for the Thai people. Thai people there is all so nice and kind! How can they be treated like that? sobsob...

Really pray hard for Thailand. Hope everything will get better and better, and please No RAIN AND STORM FOR BANGKOK FOR NOW PLEASE!!! **finder cross**

Till then.

Wishes

2011-10-15T03:19:00.000+08:00

Dear God, I'm not a greedy girl. I'm here to make a wish. I wish my family a happily ever after life.

As I growth so far, I have never really spend time with my mom and dad. I'm this independent girl that my parents never ask me about school or Uni stuff until the day I graduate. Therefore we hardly have a conversation, even if we do, we talk about normal stuff. When I'm home, I spend most of my time with TV, books or computer. I never really step into the kitchen to lend a hand to my mom or step into the office to actually start a conversation with my dad.

But today, I did. I realize I am this bad daughter who never show appreciation towards my parents all these while, though they never stop loving me. So I've decided to take the 1st move, to change.

Last night, I go into the office, sit beside my dad, and we talk. Thats when my father finally know what am I doing for my job.

Today, I step into kitchen and tell my mom I want to learn baking. I help my mom to do 9 layers cakes, Blue Flower cakes, and Fruit Jelly.

I can see that Mom and Dad are really happy, and I feel proud of myself.

Then I have spent most of my time with my nephews today. I bring them to the park nearby, tell them story with the new books that I bought, tell them news etc.

I also have a little tutorial with my brother, as he is currently interesting on photography and photoshop. I talk a lot with my sister-in-law too!

Basically, today was with a lot of love, from everyone else. As a human being, we shouldn't expect others to understand what we think or how we felt. Sharing it out is what we should do, to show our love to people. I used to not understand this and I think this is pretty bad.

So, it's time to change.

**Why am I at Bahau on Friday when it is not a public holiday? Yes, I'm on replacement leave today =)

Shop till I BROKE

2011-10-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Sunday night. Yea, tomorrow is Monday. Its time to get back to work, especially me who have spent so much over the weekend T.T

Though I spent a lot this weekend, but I'm not regret. In the contrary, I will feel sinful if I don't spent when there is a BIG sale. The BIG sale at here means a REALLY BIG sale, it is up to 80%! What to do? What to do? Let see what I had:

The Book Sale

Saturday, me and Leo plan to visit the Big Bad Wolf Book Sale at Maeps Exhibition Hall at Serdang. This book sales is start from 7th October 2011 till 16th October 2011. It is the biggest book warehouse sale in Malaysia, there is over 1.5 million of books. All the books are in 95% discount!

The price range is between RM 3 - RM 20. You can get fictions for RM 8, it depends on the quality of the book that you choose.

Like me, I bought a lot of fiction, and all of them are in RM 8. For some other better quality production's book, it is either RM20 or RM 15. It depends, one thing for sure is you can never get such a good price in the market. There is Twilight and Harry Potter as well (not complete la @@). Two years ago Karen manage to get me Harry Potter from 1 - 5 for RM 8 per piece at this Book Sales, but this year, I'm not so lucky (I tot I can get Harry Potter 6th and 7th, but too bad I didn't see it =s).

So guys, if you are bored and found nothing to do over the weekend, why not pay a visit to Big Bad Wolf Book Sale?

Roxy Sale!
Alright, this is unplanned. Me and my sister were in Pavillion today. I'm just there because my sister need to go for a hair cut at Miko. So we have somehow passing by Roxy and saw the banner which write "2nd item for RM 11 only", we didn't go in at 1st as we are running out of time. Then I went for Johnny English alone while my sister gone for haircut (Leo is right, Johnny English SUX, I fall asleep ==). When I came out from the cinema, I still have plenty of time to be alone, so I've decided to find out what promotion is Roxy exactly having.

That's how I start to go crazy =='' Yes Roxy is having HUGE sale for TWO DAYS, and today is the last day already. Every item in the shop (include New Arrivals, Shoes, Bags, Wallet, Bikinis... etc) is in promotion. The deal is, you buy the 1st item in original price and then you can get the 2nd item for RM 11 only! @@ Crazy man! I shop like no body business!

I got myself 4 items. The 1st one is the school bag (I plan to use it for travel), the price is RM 159.90. Then I got a dress as 2nd item which cost RM 149.90. So total up I only need to pay RM 171 for the bag and the dress.

My Roxy Bag =)

My flowery Roxy dress (front)

Then I got the short as 1st item for RM 139.90, and the t-shirt as 2nd item with original price RM 119.90. So I only need to pay RM 151 for the t-shirt and short. =D YAY!

If I'm financially no problem, I might probably bought the whole shop @@ Its too tempting! The deal is really like "O M F G" =='' yea you get what I meant. haha

Conclusion... I spend like 'F' this week! =s

And I'm going to Bangkok to shop you know?! FML! Okie... Anyway I am VERY HAPPY with all the things that I bought! HAHA So... no regret =p

Happy Monday guys.

F.O.S

2011-10-02T23:47:00.001+08:00

Ooopssyy, I shop on the 1st day of October.

@@ Its pay day mah... its very hard for me to resist you know? Ok Ok I will behave.

One thing I like about going to F.O.S is you can get a really nice stuff from there. And if you are lucky, you can get a good brand from there too. Like this one:

Wheeee... Love the shirt and short very much! Though they are not very cheap due to the brand itself, but it is a lot cheaper compare with the original price, and with good design! Both of this brand is from US - Delias and Miss Cindy.

So when you are bored and don't know what to do in a shopping mall, why not head to F.O.S and spend your time there? Who know you might find yourself some really good stuff there? =)

Love from Korea

2011-10-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAHahahahahaaa... I know you guys must have probably rolling your eye or feeling "E O W H" by thinking of why the heck I got so many souvenirs. Well what to do? I have sister who travel a lot and LOVE me very much. *wink* what to do... what to do *ngek ngek negk*

No lar... Again for your information, my sister is doing accessories business. She and her partner has been traveling a lot to India, China, Thailand and Korea for sourcing. Hence they got a lot of nice and unique stuff from those countries, especially Korea @@

Below are all the accessories that my sister bought for me, (its all for hair, haha):

Pink Butterfly hair pin

Blue flower rubber band, can use as bracelet and necklace as well =)

Double big blue ribbon rubber band

Double vintage style green rubber band

I love all of them so much!! Thank you sista! I love you very much. HAHAHA

There is more nice accessories at their shop, too bad I can't have them all, if you are interested, you can find them at Eden de Garden or be their friend at Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/edendgarden =)

The shop is at Penang, but you can view those accessories from my sister. Just drop me a message will do. =)

So yo Na RaaaA

Love from Bali

2011-10-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

So then my lovey dubby sister went for a short but relax and luxurious holiday at Bali, Indonesia. Yea... I know = = So nice right. I wish I could do that. Before that, make sure I have tons of money first okay = =''

Never mind, they can never forget me even though they are relaxing at Bali. They still will buy me something. lol

See?! They bought me a PINK slippers @@ My favorite color! Only RM 4! So cheap!

They bought me this coffee lotion because I complaint about the cellulite on my leg =s But its not very effective.

Hmmmm... There is more loves to come from other countries.. lol

Till then

Love from Nepal

2011-10-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

Alright. It has been quite some time for me to not update myself at here already, so its time to share some happiness here =)

Just for your information, my sister has been traveling a lot lately. After Mexico & San Francisco they have been to Nepal during Raya break.

Let see what I've got from them from Nepal ; )

Handmade bracelet

Handmade knit bag

Aladin pants

All of these are high in quality and with a really good price. From their picture, I can see Nepal is a nice place to explore, because the city there is all antique! You can never find such a historical building from anywhere else, even from China! Hmmmmm... make me want to go =s

Okay. Im happy because I got nice stuff from them. Weeeeeee

Journal of a fat lady

2011-09-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hurmmm... its Sunday night. Me just come back from my sweet hometown - Bahau, with lots of fats of course =) What to do? My home town is full with lots of delicious food. One Pasar Malam is enough to kill all the good fats in my body. Sigh ~ ~ ~ I am almost there. Like I have already start to get back on a really healthy diet, with a really healthy mindset... but just somehow, and I don't know how... I start to binge again =s I just felt like eating everything. Like a pregnant women. Si g H ~

Actually, why I want to diet? Like why am I making myself so suffer? I love food. I love desert. I enjoy food! But why can't I allow myself to do so? Is that because I want to be a sexy super hot model? no ~ Or is that because I want to attract hot guys, like I want them to look at me? Once I thought maybe I will say yes, but then now... still no. Then, is that because I feel like going for a date, and I think guys will not interested in dating me when I'm fat? Yes and No. I don't feel like be in a relationship now, but I do feel that I am not confident enough to go for a date. If one hot guy ever want to date me, I will feel rather insecure. I think the reason of me on diet is because I need assurance. I'm am this lady who is lack of confident you see?! SigH~ though I don't look like one, but who know? Actually I am not confident at all. And a lady who is not confident, is actually UGLY ~ At least I don't feel that I'm ugly @@

So not so bad after all right? I'm just an oversize lady who born in this country that is full of delicious foods. How pity for her to resists on all the nice food =(

Now this lady decided not to care so much, and live her life happily and healthily ever.

Gonna Miss Her

2011-09-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

Just being a little sad right now. Karen is flying back tomorrow. Again... ya again. Time passes fast like crazy. When I knew she is coming back for one week, I was so shock and surprise. I couldn't believe my eye, thought her message is actually just a dream. She is back when I needed her the most.

Yeaa... when she is not around, me myself have been through a lot of emotional stuff... though she is just away for two months only, but... I have so much thing to tell her, to share with her, I have so much stuff wanted to update from her, to hear from her. She is just this close friend that I really care about.

I ever thought that I will be alright when she is going away from me for good. I thought Skype or MSN can connect us like she is still there. However, when she disappears from the Internet for a month, I thought she is going to be missing like forever... ... that's when I realize she is such an important friend to me T.T

"Sigh... Karen... Karen... Don't miss us okay! Go back and focus on your study! Make sure you are happy! Make sure Victor treat you well! If he ever bully you, run away from him! You are always welcome back. But remember! Must anyhow finish your study!!! Don't worry about us, just go and complete your study!

I think I will never have such a feast at here again when you are not around @@Only with you, we can eat happily without thinking on how much calories and fats that we are going to store-in after 8 O'Clock at night. Only with you we can order DAMN A LOT like no body business =D

Though we have been rushing up and down just to spend time with you... though I need to work during the weekend when you are here... but I think we have already spend most of our time together. We talk, we crap, we chill, we lepak-lepak at Centre point and nap at aunty Fay's house... ...

I'm so gonna miss all of these! Will surely think of you when I'm alone at Centre Point or One U. @@

Haiz... I won't ask you not to go back nor telling you I don't want you to go back. Because I really wish to see you complete your study at Perth, and enjoy yourself at there to the max! Perth is a really nice place!! You must feel appreciate because you are there!

Must be tough okay."

With love,
Leeyi =P

I found my passion

2011-09-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

After two months of waiting, I have finally get the chance to attend event =) Our client is "Forever Living" this time. We are not the event organizer, we are just there to supply artiste, and work as artiste manager. So my job description is pretty much like, liaise with artiste, make sure they are on time, cue them before performances etc. This event is actually consider as small, as client didn't take much performance from us, only two that day, so the overall job flow is consider light. To be honest, I don't feel stress or nervous when the event's date is approaching. Because we only supply artiste? So I don't feel that I'm part of it? The time when I start to feel excited is actually during rehearsal, when I see my artiste performing on stage, I feel proud of them, like they remind me on why I'm here. It's really hard to describe, but yea... they tell me why I'm there =)

Here I must say something about Yawa Eco Drum Circle. They are so good! Really! Especially the team leader - Afiq! So talented, so creative SO SO SO Impressive! Yawa is a Non-profit organization that teach people about environmental friendly. They recycle the rubbish and make them into a instrument, and play with it. They passing on a message - "Recycle can be fun too". The instruments that they make produce a really good rhythm. I like it a lot and I do want to ask my sister or cousins to join them! They are having camp in November. If you are interested in learning this, you can call me =)

Helicopter show is the usual common performance that people do in their wedding. So me and my manager has spend quite some time and energy to look for guy who can control the helicopter. And the show turns out really good as well =)

Overall... SO TIRED! lol

I'm serious. I got really tired after the event. It was sleepless night on the days before the event okie =='' I'm really stress about the performers. They can don't turn out anytime you know?! Okie... I'm tired also because of I have been spending most of my sleeping time with AH KOK! Nah... spending time with Ah Kok is worth than sleeping. Alright... shall go now. There is more post coming up =s I haven't blog about my Birthday! Shall be up soon.

Till then.

FML!

2011-09-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

Argh! Whats wrong with me? I scratch my car! I could have reverse that time but I just go ahead with it!! My heart so pain now =(

And I don't know what happen to me yesterday at office as well. I was doing my work, and then I start to feel dizzy. The dizziness is getting serious, even I thought of eating some fruits would have cure myself. But it didn't work eventually, and the more I look at the monitor, the more I feel uncomfortable. Ended up, I rush to the toilet and puke everything out. O my god! It is so suffering, and I have no idea what is wrong with me. So I went home early yesterday, and start lying on the bed from 8 p.m till this morning. I feel so energy_less and tired. Sigh ~ though I'm feeling better now, but what happen to me last night was really terrible. I hope this wouldn't happen again.

G O S H! What's going on lately? Why am I feeling so terrible? Please get all this away from me, please.

Thoughts

2011-09-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

I like to think when I'm alone. No matter when I'm driving or when I'm walking around. I will easily fall into thoughts.

Like today, I feel happy for myself because driving is not that scary anymore. And I finally taste what is traffic jam feel like. Once again I'm home safe, and parking is getting easier for me. I start to feel my life with a car. Although it is so much convenient, as I can go wherever I want now. But thinking on the Petrol... I still have limit. = = '' Recently, money has somehow turn me to be realistic. I don't mind giving people a lift once in a while, but if it is going to be long term, I will hints them by telling them there is actually a lot of trouble for me to give you a lift =p And I would prefer if you can share some Petrol cost with me. Of course this is for long term, and for people that I don't really close with. (I don't usually voice out when this kind of situation happen to me, but I have no choice other than telling people what I felt. I don't want to treat myself unfair and leave myself a lot of question mark. I will ended up not happy about it, I know. So its good to say it out before any conflict happen).

Today I didn't hop on to treadmill instead I walk round and round at the playground in front of the gym room. Though walking around the playground is easy. But I believe everyday 45 minutes of exercise is what we need. It doesn't need to be heavy, it can be as light as walking around. And I start to believe that healthy lifestyle does bring us an ideal body. So eating healthily is a must! I start to throw away all the non-sense thoughts. I know stop eating is not the solution. I start to learn on how to accept myself, learn how to love my body. Mindset is the key on how to lose weight. Think thin, and think healthy. Its time to start changing my thinking by practicing. So... Life, this is how I want it to be... treat myself better than anyone =)

Monday Blue

2011-09-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

Blue e e e e

Sigh ~ I think I'm PMS-ing. Its almost the time already, so yeah that how I explain myself when I will suddenly fall into a deep down mood. This weekend should be really fun, as I'm spending it with my dearest Leo and Ali. We have nice chatting moment, we went to club and dance without dressing up, we sleep over at Ah Leo's apartment, we hang out around Empire Mall, went McDonald... we are together most of the time. Nothing is there to be unhappy about especially when you have your friend to er chui with. But throughout the whole day, I have been missing Karen a lot, and it slowly link to Victor, then Wei Kiat, then start to miss the moment when all of us are together in Limkokwing. Why am I not as happy as last time? Or why am I start to dislike Monday? Its because I'm no longer can meet with my friend easily after I graduate from Uni. We are not staying nearby, we can't meet whenever we want or hang out till late night. We only can do it once in a while or just the weekend. And that's why I will never learn to like the life that I'm having now. =s

Actually... you know what?! I think I like my job, I have car, I have nothing else to worry about, but still I will feel unhappy or being emotional, it is because ... I can't do whatever I want anymore, I can't be as crazy as I am last time. I'm lost of freedom now =(

It's September again ~ my birth month. Normally I will be a little emotional before my birthday. I have no idea why. Just that you know? I'm not a party person nor celebrate person. I'm not use to share it with a lot of people, I dare not to expect much on this day, which is why my response will be really bad if one of you throw me a surprise party. I just think that, its a normal day for me, nothing much special should be happen. Usually I will spend it with my family, and a birthday cake. That's it, very simple. So this time, thanks to my nephew - Xavier. It's his one year old party, so my family are making it "big". Me who happen to have same Birthday with him, will sure celebrate together. Yeea @@ I'm celebrating it "big" this year. I will make sure myself happy this year. =) As long as I'm with my family and friends then I will be happy.

Last year, I have my beloved Rachel to arrange everything for me, to make my 21st special & unforgettable. I really have great time at Perth. This year, I will have a lot of people celebrating with me. Though Leo & Ali couldn't make it, but I understand the situation and the trouble in between. So it's still alright (really alright with me). Birthday doesn't need to celebrate on that day. We can hang out even after the day. So its all good. I won't feel sad because you guys couldn't make it okie ==''

I think I should stop here... although I don't feel like sleeping now, but tomorrow I have work... I can't do whatever I feel like doing you see?! okie okie.. gotta off

Ciao~

I'm here

2011-09-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

人还是要长大，问题还是得解决，日子还是得过。。。无端端的心理冒出了这一句。自考驾照以来，我四年里都没碰过车子。原因是想逃避，害怕，怕驾驶在高速公路的感觉，怕塞车与人争位的感觉，怕泊车泊不好的感觉，怕碰撞，怕意外。。。就是怕。。。如果说我不是超人，那么原因一定是因为我不敢驾车。可是在这个公共交通工具不发达的国度里，不会驾车是一个噩梦。这里没有美美的人行道，没有准时开车的巴士，没有顺畅无阻的道路，所以想要凭着自己的能力去上班，简直就是，难！我在没有办法下，唯有逼着长大，靠自己，敢敢的学驾车。所以我今天做到了。第一次从遥远的马口驾上去繁忙的吉隆坡，感觉除了紧张，还是紧张。庆幸的是，自己认路的能力不差，所以在吉隆坡驾驶的方向感还挺准的。我真的觉得好不可思议哦，我今天自己驾车去吉隆坡做工哦。连我自己都不知道自己是怎么办到的。总觉得是因为神灵保佑，也因为自己相信自己一定可以做到吧。谢谢爸爸，妈妈的信任及付出。供一辆车真的很不简单，而且你们所给予的不是一般的四轮驱动，而是一部很安全及充满着关怀的车。你们都把一切准备好了，没问题了，才交给我。这般细腻的心思，也只出现在父母对于孩子的爱吧。我是一个超级幸运的小孩，因为我能在你们的呵护下成长。你们让我自食其力，让我不必担心未来的日子。这么伟大的一个举动，要怎么让我不爱，及不疼你们呢？爸爸，妈妈，谢谢你们一路以来的关怀，与爱。我爱你们。

Seriously... I dare not to think that driving up to KL is possible when I'm the driver. But now it happens and I'm safe. I believe as long as I'm being extra careful while I'm driving, then it should be alright. Its Friday night and I'm all alone in this little twin sharing room. I suppose to have one more day leave, so that I don't need to spend my weekend at here. But, anyway I am already up here, and I did busy for work. So... at least there is a point for me to be here ~

This one week holiday is really meaningful to me. I rest, and I somehow get to re-educate myself about dieting, and about friendship. Now, I have put down a lot of stress, battery is fully charge with healthy mind & Soul. I'm ready to go again =)

Its Spring in Perth, the season of blossom! A happy season throughout the year! So September should be lovely, because its my birth month *wink*

Driving

2011-08-31T01:17:00.003+08:00

F.Y.I I need to drive up to KL for work on coming Friday. After 4 years of not driving, yeeaaa... I'm kind of stress and nervous. Gosh! I can't believe I did it! I drove to KL from Bahau today, and we are all safe home now. T.T

Seriously, I feel thankful to CheeMee and LiPien, who happen to be my companion. I learnt a lot of lesson from CheeMee. Now I am so much confident. I hope nothing went wrong on Friday, I will be extra careful.

The most "scary" part of today is parking at the apartment that I'm currently staying. It is so tough! As it is a L-shape parking, I will need to learn how to park inside. The space is limited and there is a lot of turn to be made and.... grrr... it just drives me crazy.... argh~ I just need to be really calm and passion in this. What to do? Car park is limited nowadays! And I did scratch my car while I'm driving up to my car park space! The path is so narrow and ridiculous!

Okok... stop stop stop... I need to be optimistic! I can do it, I can do it, I CAN DO IT!

Again congratulation to the FTV crews

2011-08-29T22:20:00.003+08:00

Two days ago was Curtin's 2011 Autumn/Winter graduation. And most of my course mate has graduated that day. I feel so happy for them, yet at the same time, they remind me on the time when I graduated. The feeling is actually very complicated, and sad... its like we have reach the second stage of our life. The part where everyone will need separate for good is the saddest. T.T

Anyway, I'm really happy for them. So much of my close course mate graduated this time! They are like my best FTV crews ever, and add on so much colors into my Perth life =)

Congratulations everyone, we shall meet sometime! I know it will comes soon =)

Tequilla Show

2011-08-29T16:25:00.010+08:00

LOL! Come come come, its show off time!! But... =( I'm broke now! Because? I spent a lot (of course I did T.T). I perm my hair, and I buy a lot of cloths in one day. How? But I really like it wooooo @@ Okie la... Ah leo said I should reward myself, Karen said its retail therapy... so its ok, its ok... ==''

Seriously I want to share my happiness with you all, because I like all the things that I bought =p

Tequilla show:

Green top and semi-formal short - best for work (specially like that short, because it cut my butt so well =p)

Cheemee said I look beri nice in this dress, and I think its matching me, so I say yes on this =)

This dress is a bit mature to me, but its suitable for office wear, and I like the color =p heheh.

How a? I shop a lot lately man =(

Never mind la ... lol

I'm currently REALLY ENJOY my holiday at Bahau. This is like really resting, do you understand? Like I can sleep till whenever, stay up late till whenever, watch TV, Internet browsing, tune back my healthy lifestyle and diet, catching up with friends (though there is lots of complaint about me not showing up for half a year already, but please forgive me, as for me, friends are always keep in heart =p)...

And yes I'm driving now! Is a Nissan X-Trail. Big car with Big driver =='' Of course I'm worried and nervous especially after 4 years of not driving. (I already have sleepless night for few weeks okie =='') So I have decided to practice everyday in Bahau, and go up to KL before I'm driving alone on Friday. Yeeee e e aa ... I will drive up tomorrow and come back on the same day (for practice and also for ji mui hang out) Okie my bad, I hardly hang out with my close friend, unlike others @@ ngek ngek...

Anyway, I can foresee myself spending a lot ~ ISH!

Okok... gotta run and by the way...

I perm my hair! (in case you don't know lol) Actually hor...

I didn't plan to curl my hair till this curl. I actually planned to only curl the end part of my hair. So I should have straight hair with a little curl at the end. However, there is some misunderstanding between me and the hairstylist. Haha so... yeaa turn out I curl my hair =p and luckily everyone said its nice. So =) I accept and I like it very much now. Thanks to Cheemee's sister (she is my hairstylist) =)

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They are in BAHAU =) hahahahahaha okie la... you see I'm good friend okie, I'm good =p

Till then ...

Love from Mexico and San Francisco

2011-08-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

So my sister is back! Finally, after two weeks of staying alone, though I'm kinda enjoy the "lonely" time, but, still I miss them so much. =)

They say San Francisco is a very nice place, beautiful scener

y everywhere, and you can find Starbucks in everywhere with 2 USD for one cup! So cheap!

According to my sister, Americans are not as wealthy as we see in Gossip Girl. Some of them are really poor, especially Mexican, and the living expenses there is so much lower compare to Australia. Some time I think Malaysia's living cost is even higher compare to them. At least we can get 2 USD for one pack of Muesli there, but we need RM 21 ++ to get it here, you see?! =s Stupid government!

Alright... let see my souvenir from them:

A Tequilla Shot's cup from Tequila's factory in Mexico, with my name on it =)

A zip lock with loves from San Francisco, each of us have one =)

My sister say wearing strip t-shirt is a trend there ==''

And you see?! My all time favorite - Muesli =) Its so cheap! 2 USD per pack man!

I like all I like all I like all.... =D

Today is Happy Day =)

2011-08-23T23:00:00.003+08:00

Why so happy?

Because tomorrow I'm going out with my manager to meet client at 789 Club. According to her, they have really cool music there, and they run fashion show every twice a month. So we are meeting the client, to put in some ideas on this monthly event, like what kind of artist is suitable for their event etc.

This is like finally! Compare to the others, me and my manager hardly go out, because we don't need to go for band scouting. We are mainly in charge on client side, and our client are all international. So we don't go out everyday, we only fly oversea if there is necessary to meet client. This year, if Maldives side is successful. I might be able to go either Dubai, Seychelles, or Maldives!!!! MIGHT, not confirm yet. My manager said most probably I will go Dubai, if I need to go. I mean "if". Sigh ~ ~ Cross finger and pray for it!!

Now... let's find a dress for tomorrow night =)

Mac Lady; Mac bee; Mac Dee

2011-08-21T18:15:00.008+08:00

Ok Sunday! What did you do on your Sunday? me? hehehhhHEH... Me and Mr Leo had a plan in Mac Dee. Since I will be all alone and doing nothing at home, and Mr. Leo need companion to finish his so call '10 pages assignment', so we decided to spend our Sunday at Mac Dee in Centre Point.

Okay ... it get bored at 1st, as I have nothing else to do, and I can't disturb Mr. Leo (in case he blame me on delaying his work). The only thing that I can do is either facebook or blog (I'm doing it now you see?) So it became the best time to do a little bit of camera work. LOL

Decided to do some photography work that enhance on sharp color. **Mr. Leo I knew you took some of my photos when I'm posing in front of you. HAHAHAHAHA Shy shy de neh @@

After several shoots, testing and editing... TAdaaaaaa... My new profile picture on Facebook has born. A whole new series of Tequlla. @@

Few hours later, we see kids eating their Sundae Cone happily, and we want it too. So YES! Our second Sundae Cone of the day. Fat DIe us! Ah leo said we are FatBulous!

Erhmmmmmm.... Imma happy fat and cute supa model for Mc Dee Sundae Cone.

What can be worse when there is Holiday?

2011-08-17T14:42:00.003+08:00

Good morning lovely Wednesday =)

Watch movie till 4 am... then fall asleep... wake up around 11 pm something... then watch movie again...

Every thing can just be done on the bed... hahaha Im so lazy today. I'm lazy to go out for food either... Its really lazy lazy day today @@

But there is something that I need to work on. Yea ~ I bring work back home... what to do? There is deadline tomorrow, I need to get the proposal done. Though its not a real holiday for me, but lay on the bed for one whole day is one of the things that we should do once in a while. Errmmm so blissful.

Alright, I'm finding mood to do work now. Mood come please. This is exactly like doing assignment for submission tomorrow. So lazy lazy, cannot focus, how?

Papa & Mama

2011-08-16T00:46:00.005+08:00

mmm... I know my response is way too "er chui' just now =='' Thank you papa, thank you mama. Thank you for buying me that car, even though I never ask you guys to pay for it. But just... both of you are really loving me till the stage that I feel so shock and that's why my response is so eowh just now =='' I would have say something meaningful ~ Its not your responsibility to get me a car and I never expect it really. I thought perhaps I can get a car by myself, though it might takes a long time and my life will go a lot tougher than before. But how to say? Parent will never be selfish to their own son/daughter. They will sacrifice for you and they will give you all the love. I feel blissful because they happen to be my parent. Giving all the love to me, send me oversea for study, give me allowance when I just came out to work, and now buy me a car... ... all these... ... I feel thankful...

I'm not sure one day, will I be able to be just like my parents. I'm not even sure whether I will have a family. I was thinking having children is really a big burden in life. Seriously ~ till now I still think that my parent is really amazing, because they can raise 6 kids by providing them good education, make sure they do well in their life. I don't think I can ever do that you know? How is that even possible?

Awww... I really love you a lot. Hopefully the day I bring you to Europe will come soon. Promise promise promise. That is one of my mission you know? I love you, mom & dad, always always do.

playing with my nails

2011-08-16T00:27:00.003+08:00

Crap ~ ~ I hate painting nails! And this is the fact! I would rather pay and let others do for me. lol == Im not a lady lady you see?

Don't say about designing or even draw on my own nails, painting plain color on it, is already consider SUPER tough for me okie == I spent freaking two hours to get my ten fingers purple == repaint, mess up again and repaint ~ grrr... there is this moment I thought of wipe all off and let it be ... ISH

Anyway, I didn't give up to be a real lady you see?! I still complete my painting == though it is not a 'clean' painting == whateva~ ~

I'm so going to bed now. Good night == Waste my time really ~

Let me teach you how to POSE

2011-08-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

First of all, stand straight, raise your buttock, make sure your shoulder is align with each other, then put your hand on your waist. Ermmm... Not enough?

Then raise your buttock up to 40 degree, hand on waist, lean your body forward to 30 degree. @@ Wauuu, astonishing! My leg is not this tiny I swear to god.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

You see that's why girl need to learn how to pose while they are in front of the camera...

By the way, SHOW OFF TIME @@ This is my another "achievement" from ZARA! My sister say I "FA FAH TIEN (English translation as crazy on flower prints)" Because this is my second piece of flower prints shirt =) I got one from pull & Bear as well @.@ ngek ngek ngek And I like the short jeans as well. Because it is simply lovely and make me look tiny... * WINK*

Okie okie okie... I gotta play Z U M A now... PAPAI

Let's talk about Er Chui today

2011-08-10T23:14:00.005+08:00

Ermm .. mm .. m .. I just realize that I have been talking a lot about healthy lifestyle recently. Like how I feel depress about my diet, about me being super fat... ... It is way too annoying, I know =='' What to do JEK? Actually HOR... I feel that I have damn no life, as everyday I only thought about how to eat or how to lose weight. Compare to the others, the things that bothering me is actually just NOTHING. =s hurmmm ~

Anyway, my healthy lifestyle remain from Monday to Friday. During weekend, you will see a free bird out of the cage. I will eat whatever... OK STOP! Stop talking about eating... ==

Nah I was just thinking like, everyone that I know are living their own life now. Everyday we share different story with different people. We hardly met although some of us are very near to each other. Luckily, me and leo leo still got meet once in a while, not often but at least we meet. Actually it is really good LOR. Because it is always hard to get a friend that you can non stop talking to. In my life, I have quite a few friends that I can share a lot with them, but currently they are not available. ee heee... Miss them so much. Not only them lor actually, I miss Kar Woon, miss John, miss Ali, miss Anne, miss Rachel, Miss Eewoon, miss Alvin Chung, miss HongKim Pang... basically everyone T.T

I WANT TO GO TO PERTH! Wait for me! I'm saving now! February!!!

Alright. I've been obsessed with Z.U.M.A lately. Keep gaming and gaming, till my sister ask me "what is that so fun about to shoot the ball in different colors" You see? We have age gap okie, you will never understand the fun of it. Just like I will never understand why is Angry Bird so popular. =s

Ermm .. . mm .. .

Recently I really feel sick on Malaysia public transport. So terrible! Bad arrangement. Bad timing!! Worse of the worse! And I help all the Malaysian to CURSE KTM! Never ever take KTM, you will easily get heart attack! So save your life, keep the hell out of KTM! If the public transport in Malaysia never improve, then how can the traffic jam problem being solve? We are "force" to drive what?! Stupid!!!

ermmm... mmm

I SHOP A LOT LATELY =='' What to do? Zara, Pull & Bear is on SALE now! I also bought two shoes!

This is one of my favorite dress from Zara! Actually I didn't really thought of buying it when I try, but my sister say it looks nice on me, so buy lor.

One day I should take out all the things that I shop and take a photo. @@ TO SHOW OFF mah!! HOW? I like to SHOW OFF A =p Bluek! Too bad for you lar ~ ~ E O W H h h h

So ~ ~ I'm broke but I need to save for next year Perth trip @@ How?

HOW JEK? Okie I shall stop here. Z U M A haven't finish loading man! Internet slow MACAM BABI!

My Job

2011-08-02T23:39:00.006+08:00

Well... I just happen to realize that I never really mention about my current job before at here. @@ So due to some issue with my previous company, I have quit that job after two and a half month. What to do, my boss end up is really a BITCH ~ ~ Then very lucky, I got this job which I like at Milestone Production while I thought or resignation. In Milestone Production, I work as Artiste Executive. So basically I will be managing relationship between client and artist. We supply musicians to 5 to 6 Stars Hotel/Resorts around the world such as Dubai, Korea, Japan, Vietnam, China etc. On top of me there is one Artiste Manager which is also my supervisor. She is a very active, noisy, tiny, fair and busy lady... ... I can't say she is a good mentor but she is also not a bad mentor... ya pretty much okay @.@

And so far in the office, I have not really doing anything. Maybe I'm still new or they are really be careful in handling stuff to me, so sometime I felt pretty bored at there. =='' Especially for the 1st starting month! ah well ~ ~ I'm still so new to everything... what to do? But now things are getting better and busy, I start to feel like I'm part of the company. So I'm really looking forward to it =)

However one thing very bad about having this new job is... transportation! =s It is so hard for me to get there, unless I got a car... but where the hell I find a car? Gosh! As the office location is in the housing area, so basically there is no bus access there. When every time we go out for lunch, we need a car! So you can imagine how terrible it is right? sigh ~ ~ I'm still figuring a way out now... Then

For my life's latest update ... ...

I'm living pretty healthy now, as I'm on a desperate lose weight plan =='' yea ~ eowh~ I'm FAT what?! ~

So my sister and I plan to bring salad to work everyday. We have together done some 'healthy' grocery shopping, and make salad every night before.

For me, I had cereal as breakfast, sometime I bread and milk (I still have choice you see@@) For lunch, I will just follow my colleagues, what they decide to eat determine what I will have (I will normally eat half).

Lastly dinner, I will have my 'damn healthy' salad' at office. Then after I got home, I will go down to gym. =p Damn geng right? Today is only the 3rd day though ~ ~ I mean the diet part not the exercise part ~

That day I have read one article. It says walking can burn more fat than jogging! Though it burn lesser calories than jogging, but still ~ that's the fact. So now all I do in gym is walking only... I will see whether it works or not@@

Ermmm ~ ~ That's pretty much it about me lately... I think... haha.. Tata

Fringe? Or not?

2011-07-30T02:34:00.002+08:00

Should I? Should I? SHOULD I? Should I cut my fringe?

That day I finally went to get my hair cut, but the hairstylist ask me to NOT cut my fringe and keep it. =( But I prefer myself with fringe. Should I cut it by myself? Since she don't want to cut it for me =s

I cannot TAHAN LEH!

Love from India

2011-07-30T02:06:00.011+08:00

For your information, my sister has been travel a lot lately. From Macau to India, and coming up trip to Mexico, Nepal, Bangkok (I'm going!), Bali... they are always traveling. Which mean ... I'm going to have lots and lots of souvenir from them @@ YAY!!!!

Tonight was a terrible Friday night to me actually. Why? Because me and my brother were stuck in traffic jam, and the Baskin Robin cake that we bought for my little sister's birthday has spoiled! It is really horrible! My sister didn't even get to see how is the cake looks like. And it has been such a long time for me to not celebrate with her =(( SUX! I think I'm gonna treat her another cup of Baskin Robin when she is at KL =S grrr....

OK. Back to the topic. So YES! Souvenir!!! And you know me LAR, I love colorful stuff ONE. And I always love Indian style accessories, so I have asked my sister to bring back some for me. @@ Those stuff that she brought back is really DAMN NICE LOR! You see.. you see.. YOU SEE...

She buy me an Indian traditional white blouse, and two pretty bags! I love the bags!!

Another Indian style blouse! Colorful colorful....@@

And YES! THREE PAIR of Super nice looking shoes =) Awww I love them so so much!

Of course BANGLES!

Thank you sista! You are always so nice and have a good taste =) I Love it very much!

P/S: Do you know that Accessorize sale all these Indian Style Bag for RM 200++? And my sister got it for a really good price YOU KNOW? **I don't know** haha ==''

Happie happie happie *wink*

Eowh...

2011-07-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

Sigh ~ ~ July is coming to an end... Again ~ Time just pass like that, can you believe it? And I feel like I have so long didn't update at here. =( I know this blog is getting dull, but what to do? Every time I get home, I have so much stuff to do like exercising, making salad for tomorrow morning, bathing, gaming... yea ~ Kinda healthy I know >< But that's LIFE you see? FML ~

And I'm doing this just for like one week only... which is just started... so ~ hurm ~ I shall take a picture of me and my sister homemade pretty salad @@

I'm just encouraging myself to be healthy... that's it. =='' At least I'm not binging or snacking or whatever... But seriously, I am always tempted to do it. So some days my diet is not as smooth as what I wanted it to be. I'm just trying hard now =(

By the way, why the heck should I block myself from all the nice food? T.T Because I'm FAT ==
ARGHHH!!! So suffering! SO NOT HAPPY! And I'm not even losing weight!!!

Fine!!! I just need to be positive!! Yes I can YES I CAN!

And god forgive me please! I spent a lot lately T.T Its MEGA SALES!!! What to do?

Alright... I will just stop typing nonsense now... before you guys roll your eye until D I E ==

Confession

2011-07-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

Again... It has been such a long time for me to not sit down, alone, clear my mind of, listen to myself, and write down what I want to write here. Life has been pretty imbalance lately. I need to admit that, I have been not taking care on my body, my lifestyle, and my mental well. For some reason, I kept binging for 'unhealthy' food, which has lead to my body weight gain. And this feeling is just awful, especially everyone surrounding me is slimming down. Seriously, I am really a anorexic girl! Although I am not as bad as how I was, yet I can never recover. Pretty sad heh? This is not a sad post though. Its just a note to heal myself. I know the journey is tough but at least I feel lucky that me, myself are aware on what is happening and what to do to stop. Don't worry... if I am really sick, I wouldn't write this down.

Just that this problem has always come back to me, until certain stage, I will know I am sick, and then I will stop. Ya it is always a circle, it is just depend on how serious it is or what causes it to happen. When I'm eating unhealthily, I will blame that "I'm not even eating like last time", or I will think that "I should eat, because it is healthy to eat"... and it is actually I overeat without realizing. Or sometime I will make excuses - "I have very long didn't eat this food already, so I need to reward myself"... and yea... too much rewards wasn't a good thing to do as well. What I mean on eating a lot here, is really a lot. so ~ yea ~

Binging - a very unhealthy act. Last night, I finally tell myself "Yes I am Eating WAY WAY too much, its time to stop" So I've decided to write down this note to myself, or to whoever having the same problems like me. I must eat healthily, eat three meals a day, and less for dinner. I must not snack! I must go exercise! You will look good when you are living healthily! This is true! I have read so much articles, and everyone said so!! So don't skip meal, eat properly!!!

Maybe some of you think that I'm exaggerate, but seriously, its not easy for me to actually decided to write this down. I've been dragging it like few months. Everything must come to an end. And I really really really wanted to end this. I have enough! I really miss last year where I actually quite healthy in living.... hurm =s I should've continue my healthy lifestyle! Yes...

Now I feel thankful to Rachel Khoo, who actually brought or force me to Fitness almost everyday at Perth =p Because of you, I'm healthy, thank you. Now, I must do it myself! I can I can I can!!!

All night long

2011-07-09T02:37:00.002+08:00

Im in a really sleepy mood now... erm erm erm...

Still feel like typing out here, just because tonight is quiet and peaceful... ... Here has been really dull and dry, as I never update since June.

June was pretty much a busy month, a lot of thing has change... and people come and go... From the time when I don't think I will resign, to the time for me to hunt for a better job, till I resign and start a new job... everything has shift from A to Z in two weeks time. Very quickly without a single doubt, I am here - my new company - Milestone Production. Don't ask me why I quit, just simply because my boss is a real BITCH, and which is why the company name BITCH? But don't misunderstood it, as my boss is not as hot as a bitch, but very fat and ugly!

So Milestone Production is an event company as well, but more on stage or performance side of event. We do artist management, we supply artist to five stars hotel, we deal with international client. Yes that's what I will be doing - Artiste Management and Client services. My position in the company is Artiste Executive. =p

And due to my job request, I got myself a formal English name - Ti-ara. I can't use Tequilla anyway =s Still I prefer Tequilla. Lolz Okie ~ ~ I like Ti-ara as well ~

My boss treat me really good so... nothing to complain so far and there will be lots of oversea exposure for me, as I'm managing oversea client relationship and sales =)

So far so good ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

So Karen and Victor left two days ago, it's sad but we all need to move on. We are just separate for good. I just felt so thankful that we actually enjoy our last weekend together. We took a lot of pictures, ate a lot of nice food, talk a lot of crap, share a lot of story, store lots of fats... everything we do... are really fun to the max! I miss u guys really much >.<

My update should be complete by now.

So I'm good =)

O ya... may I just scold the stupid police or any governmental organization that actually go against Bersih Rally on tomorrow? Because of all the road block that they setup, I'm suffer on the bus for two hours just to get home! It is usually a 15 minutes journey! Can't they have a better solution? Gosh!

A mid night thought

2011-07-04T01:50:00.003+08:00

July in the 2011 will start in a really bad mood of me. Why? Because ~ ~ Dearest Karen a.k.a Sailormoon is leaving the earth to moon with Victor a.k.a MominHup in this coming 6th July.

Two years before, K has been through the same kind of emotional that I am having now... which is fxxcking upset! That time I was the one who being send off and she is the one who is going to send me off. I am really depress that time as I am not ready yet to leave my home country and friends for a new environment and people. That winter is really lonely and cold. I always feel so jealous on those who actually at Malaysia, and I can't wait to rush back home that time. Yet this time, my friend will be going over and I am left alone here in Malaysia. This feeling is sux! Its my turn to actually feel like flying together with them to Perth! Holy Crap ~ ~ Now I understand how depress is Ms K... ... I will not going to like 6th of July! I hope it will not come =(

Still ~ we move on... ... I need to start my career here, Ms K & Mr. V need to complete their course at Perth. We must not look backward! Although it is really sad to know the fact that they are leaving, but I am really happy for them. I wish them a really safe trip there and a really fun experience at Perth (just like how I did XD)

I know I don't need to say much to V or K, as our friendship can't describe just in a piece of paper or a 3000 words essay. We have been through so much, and our friendship has growth so much. I don't need to tell them how much I love them or how important they are to me. Our friendship is always in our heart. We all know the Putrajaya Crazy Gang (PCG) has never separate. Though I have not met some of them for almost two years but in my heart we are always together.

You will be in my heart. Take care K. Take care V.

I'm looking forward to our next reunion =)

A lot of things to write; A lot of things to think

2011-06-22T23:21:00.001+08:00

June is coming to the end... and I can't believe that I actually just updated one post in this month...

Sigh ~ ~ June is a pretty bad month for me.

There is just too much stuff happening, and I'm really don't have the mood to write it down...

Perhaps one day, when everything has settled... I will make a conclusion here...

六月

2011-06-07T22:51:00.009+08:00

已经有好一阵子没有上来部落格写写东西了。。。有一点的陌生，好像好久都没能静下来思考。最近的我很努力的在过日子。很努力的工作，很努力的在活着。我最近过的很好。

If you can read Chinese, you probably think why am I being such an emotional BITCx today. But well, that's exactly what I think when I'm about to start typing. == Nothing much really, just so sudden that I have this thoughts of writing those words. lalalalalala whatever ~

I am super fine guys. Other than being really busy ~ ~

Recently I have done some editing for VICHY by LOreal regarding to our roadshow. It spends me one whole night to do it (Untill 4:3o am), yet I'm kinda enjoy doing it. Because it's video editing!!! @@ I can't believe I get to use Adobe Premier Pro for FREE =D which mean... ... Now I can do video editing with my MACby!! YAY! Let's see the video:

Its a really rough cut though =s I don't have much time to make it nice, because the client only give me one day to do it =(

Other than work, I've been to an awesome trip in Kuantan Cherating with LAI's Families last weekend. Almost everyone is there, my cousins, my nephews, aunty and uncle blah blah blah... Don't be surprise, there are 40 of us in this trip @@ Though there is no nice beaches nor safe environment, but as long as we are together, nothing can spoil our good mood. =)

I love my family BERRY MUCHIE

Thank you to my sister and aunty who organize all these games for us. I'm sure we all enjoy the games a lot. There is a lot to laugh and remember. Games does helps to enhance our relationship with each other =)

That night we purposely wear white for Alvin SUPER SURPRISE PROPOSE Party =)

Their love with our witnesses =) Wish them a happily ever after life!

My ONLY and always lovely family =)

So guys... what is coming up?

This month - JUNE - We have M&Ms Visit!! They will be travel around Klang Valley area, to appeal people to vote for them. "Vote & Win" Big Prizes are waiting for you! If you are interested, you can log on to www.m-ms.com.my to cast for your vote =)

I personally love the yellow!

That's it I think =p

CIAO

Da Gathering

2011-05-26T22:15:00.007+08:00

Okie~ ~ It has been quite a while for me to not update my Blog... because I'm just so busy. Ha ha... if say I'm busy on my work, not really actually. I'm just getting tired to update here. == In other way, I'm getting lazier in Blogging, which is pretty bad because I wanted to jot down all the happening stuff in my life. So, by time passes I can reveal back on all the memories... See how I walk so far from young... ...

W.A.O. Just sound so old. ==''

Ah well ~ ~ Safari browser is being a BITCH recently as well, because I can't log in to my blogger. And I don't know WHY?! == Nah... I can still Blog with Firefox.. it's all good now =)

My life has been wonderful so far. LOLz I have a few really really awesome weekends here. Last last weekend, I have ah Leo, Karen and Jason with me. Then last Friday I finally have my 1st step out with my colleagues to the Club at Bangsar call MILK. Its free, thats why =D This is like my 3rd time of clubbing in Malaysia?! Anyway, I prefer club at Perth LAH, smoke free everywhere mah... =='' I just can't stand cigarette, sorry to smokers. Anyway, I didn't go crazy that night, at least I'm not drunk, as I still need to work on the next day. =p ** Normally I will drunk like fxxck

Then then then... ... Sunday night, the FCMBians finally get to meet up!! I have finally met all of them after what?! TWO YEARS?! Yea... since I left and now come back! Everyone just look so gorgeous! And I can't imagine what will I feel, if I choose not to go.

**Shhh ~ ~ I plan to FFK actually, but thanks to Johnie, I felt guilty after his VERY SINCERE AND PERSUASIVE sms.

So that night turn out really fun. And I find it not enough time for us to really talk or update each other. We basically crap a lot and take a lot of pictures. =p Next time we should make it longer.

Thanks to Haryani for this gathering really. There is so much surprise from her. She bake us a Red Velvet cake as dessert on that night!! And it is so nice! Some might say its too sweet but I love it a lot because I'm currently craving for sugar. =D

She basically made the reunion dinner happen. To be honest, I would have feel really bad if I didn't turn out that night, because she has just put in so much effort to gather all of us. Thank you Haryani. I love you =)

We got a goodie bag from Alexis to bring home too!! haha... N.A.H. Because we get to take away the extra red velvet cake. And Alexis is being really caring and sweet, they pack it up nicely for all of us. As a customer, I feel delighted really =D 95 marks for Alexis!

Our big big group photos =) Thanks guy, you all made my Sunday!

CIAO ~

The love from Macau

2011-05-17T19:21:00.008+08:00

Happy Wesak Day! Yay! XD

It's public holiday today =) which mean no working day. haha

Today is actually pretty much normal and bored to me. Because I haven't book myself for a date out yet with someone else. I suppose to get my shopping done today at Digital Mall... but lazy LAH =='' So I thought to meet up with Ms Karwoon, but she was on her plan in KTV. We have then plan to meet at late afternoon at Ikea BUT suddenly it rains heavily. The plan has cancelled eventually. Not much big deal really, since we are staying nearby each other, and we will have plenty of time to meet I reckon. haa =p

So I kept my stomach empty for the whole afternoon because I thought I will have late lunch/ early dinner with ckw later. When the plan is cancel, I went down to the mamak, and order one maggi goreng plus sunshine egg (** if telur mata kerbau in english is sunshine egg HAHA**), with Neslo Ice (**My recent favorite drinks). Due to the heavy rain, there is no way for me to go back, so I order another Roti Tissue. HAHAAAA I know! That Indian actually look at me with doubt when I ordered, he ask:"Makan sini juga ke?" HAHAHAHA crap right?! == Who gave them the idea of a girl should have a small appetite? FML!

Finally the rain stop. When I'm about to reach my house, I met my sisters who happen to just reach Malaysia from Macau! Suprise! =D I didn't know they will come back so early. Happy XD

They brought me the famous Portuguese Egg Tart from Macau. Though it is not as crispy as it should be when it is freshly bake, but the taste is just so nice, so milky and tender. Awww... I'm in love.

Also some other local produces from them, such as egg roll, cakes, soya milk, and the BIG and THICK milk biscuit. =D

Funny how I realize that milk biscuit is actually not made from Macau. Indeed it is produce in Malaysia. My sister said they bought it for me simply because it has COW on it, and it is Milk biscuit (**I love dairy products, and I love COW) hahahaha

I got some additional weird souvenir from them as well. Like umbrella (simply because they have no choice to bought it when it rains there), and a Handy Fan (my sister got it after she has done a survey for the Macau tourism department)... ...

And the handy fan isn't normal at all! Its a LED Fan which promote tourism in Macau. How creative right? lolz

aww @@ What a nice Wesak Day that is full of love =)

Tata

Romantic Saturday

2011-05-17T04:14:00.008+08:00

Wake up in the morning, see through the window, sky is blue and clear that day. What a good Saturday morning. Just feeling so relax and comfort when I actually don't need to go to work on that day. And so I've decided to go down to Fullhouse, which is just next to the apartment that I'm staying, for brunch.

f.y.i Fullhouse is full with lots of my Uni's memories. We have done lots of crazy stuff there when it still new and fresh. But now Fullhouse at here is no longer full with people and cameras, instead it is very quiet and peaceful.

As usual I will bring my diary along, whenever I go, just to jot down some thoughts. Sitting at here alone is like seeing everything fast forward from two years ago. And now I'm here by myself, with no friends and family. Just me. Its not a sad feeling though. Just feeling strange that time actually passes fast, and everyone did move forward. Everything just came different now.

As a weekend reward for myself, I had order my all time favorite Almond mushroom soup, and Wok Sear Chicken chop. Slurpppp =p

Though Fullhouse don't offer super delicious food. But still I like it. Its just that the mushroom soup is a bit disappointing, as it is really salty to me.

Since when looking for nice and quality food with comfortable environment become a habit to me? Haha I really enjoy food recently. I mean once in a while. It just feel so nice. And I enjoy writing recently.

It just feel so relax and de-stress. You guys should try it. Bring a book and go to a coffee shop alone. You will have your own time and space to do and think whatever you like. =)

I shall make my next stop at Pappa Rich. Haha

Crack Lips

2011-05-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

My Lips is cracking!!!! And I don't know why! =(

This happen since I came back from Perth =( Actually it started since the road trip. From a little crack to a big crack... I feel so painful and itchy. It just keep cracking.

Sigh ~ ~ I miss my healthy looking lips... now it is so red =( Lip balm doesn't help at all now... HOW? HOW? HOW?

Gotcha!

2011-05-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

HARLOOOOR?!

Crap! For no reason, me are currently craving for chocolate! This is way too FML! As I'm on a diet plan =s

I have somehow bump into speedmart 99 and bought one big pack of chocolate chips and oats cookies. Holy crap! I shouldn't even do that!

N A H just for tonight okie? I promise ><

I am so stress out recently. Running the road show isn't that fun but hell tiring. And I started to feel the pressure of being financially independent. This is hard I know! I just realize how poor is my pay now =( I hope I can get increment asap. Hurm =((

Well... people do said that after you start working, you will be lazy in updating your Blog. Ermm which is quite true.... As I am getting lazier and lazier now. Firstly, I don't have much to talk about my life now. **other than my work** Secondly, I feel really tired every after work. **I even lazy to go for exercise now** Thirdly, I am lazy. HAHA

However, I do want to keep my Blog updated. So I will anyhow try my very best to nourish this land. There are so much memories in this Blog. T.T

So guys, working isn't fun or happy for me anymore. Instead it comes with a lot of stress =( Luckily I had a bunch of really nice people as my colleagues, or else working here will be so dead. HAHAA

Alright... should be that's it for today. tataa

Vichy Road Show at May

2011-05-06T22:57:00.007+08:00

"Hi Miss, I'm from Loreal Vichy, we are giving out free sample today, before that could youplease send in one SMS to 32300?... ..."

So this is what I'm currently doing, leading Loreal Vichy Road Show with my colleagues - Kage and Kelvin. This is an one month road show. We will be traveling with two green Suzuki Swift around Klang Valley area. You might see me one day standing in front of colleges or office building. It's so damn tiring, yet its fun. Working with people in communication is what I always wanted to do so far. Haaa

In this road show, other than making sure every location is booked, I am also the interviewer that represent Loral Vichy. I will need to do a blind product test to our target audiences, and then get 100 positive feed back. And so far, the response is really good. The product test make me feel like buy their moisturizer. Anyway, after reviewing on all the interviews that I've done, I realize my voice is annoying, and I look super ugly with make up. =( Super low confident now. It did convinces me that I'm UGLY! Maybe I just don't know how to do a proper make up. Hurm! =s

Well. my make up now is getting lighter and lighter haha... I have no choice!! I will choose not to make up if my boss allow so. =( It makes my skin bad also!!!

Never mind. I won't join the team for one whole month. My task will end next Tuesday after MMU Cyberjaya =D

Alright... CIAO

Today

2011-05-03T23:30:00.004+08:00

Everything seem to back to normal since I got my computer back. Like I can online whenever I want, chat with friends who are so far far away from me now, edit some photos or even write on Blog. Free and easy... but somehow this brings me back as late sleeper. hurm ==''

Okie. Hurm ~ ~ Guys... life is pretty much normal for me lately. Work is still exciting, colleagues are fun, I'm still happy.

If say there is anything special happening lately, then it might be the Loreal Vichy road show that my company is currently running? Hahaa... my company is not a very big company, instead it is really small. So their client is not as interesting. The only good thing about this company, is my colleagues I think. Its fun to work with them =)

Today is the 1st day of the road show, we have travel around the local university and colleges. Working in the uni has reminds me on Uni life, which is something that I can never get back now. I did feel regret for not fully use of it, though I can't think on any part of my uni life is not wonderful. Hahaa.. But seriously! I miss uni a lot! >< and I feel like meeting all my friends!

Sigh ~ ~

Ah well, I need to work harder now, I know.

Going to bed soon. Tataa

Apple Mama

2011-05-01T11:06:00.008+08:00

Since the death of Pinky Mama, it has been almost one month for me to not online. This also explain why I had hardly update my blog lately. Hurm == f.y.i. I don't like to update my blog without a picture. Just feel so dull writing without picture.

Actually I'm really sad when I realize Pinky Mama cannot function anymore. It has company me most of the time during my study time. I have put so much care on her but still, the time to let her go has came. **People told me a lap top's life is actually least than 4 years** And Pinky Mama is exactly 4 years old now. =s Hurmmm I still miss her though.

Decided to get a MacBook Pro is when family started a MacBook Air fever. Both of my brothers and cousins get one MacBook Air last month, and my sister intend to buy one too. Very eowh right? I know =='' When they knew Pinky Mama has broke down, my sister persuaded me to get a Mac instead of any other brand, since I will buy one eventually **at least I thought when I have enough savings to get one** There is really no way for me to spend another RM 1400 to fix Pinky Mama, so I've decided to take the 0% interest installment plan that offer by Machines Malaysia.

The main encouragement is actually because I got a job with stable income. I'm really fine with it as long as I could afford to pay for it. Hahaaa See?! Its actually a damn HAPPY stuff to paid something by myself. =D

But anyway, yesterday when I step into the Mac store alone by myself with only one credit card on hand... the feeling is quite er chui and kind of unbelievable, with a little bit of scare. =='' All you need is just a sign and a card, then you can get it home. HAHA Ok lar ~ ~ I need to pay for it it in the next 12 months. I will work hard for it okie ==

Still!!! DAMN HAPPY LOR!!!

Let's take a look on my new born baby =p

My 15 inch MacBook Pro =)

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Sitting at Starbucks

2011-04-23T13:12:00.005+08:00

O ya, o ya ~ ~ I know ... Sitting at Starbucks all by myself again ~ ~

What to do? What to do?? I'm always being dump aside by my sister for two - three hours when they go for saloon =s This is so not cool I know.

But anyway, its good for me actually. At least I get some personal time to peace up my mind, writing down whatever I think or just enjoy the time to be myself.

As mentioned in the previous blog, I'm really enjoy my job, my colleague are extraordinary awesome. One of them remind me on WeiKiat - My Mr. Good Good and Daddu all the time. He talks like WeiKiat and Nice like Weikiat really. I shall describe myself as the really lucky girl to get this job, haaa =D Though I'm already busy like H.E.L.L

Coming Sunday, my director wanted all of us to go for Paintball game. She said this is complusory =='' And because of this I "nearly" need to cancel my trip back to Bahau. I've ended up call her on phone personally and tell her the reason why I need to go back so badly, after that, only she agree to let me go back. Phew ~ ~ Honestly, I have no more weekend free in the coming months. If I don't go back to pack up the rest of my stuff in this week, I really have no idea when will I go back to Bahau again. I mean it == my schedule is now full until July.

I feel bad for not attending this Sunday though. Paintball Game just sound so fun =( Too bad for me LA.. Perhaps there is next time.

So guys, f.y.i. I have been carrying a journal all the time recently, in order to let me write whenever I want or feel bored. This is my habit lately. Jotting down some random thoughts is good to our mental health =)

O yaa, before I end. I got my name card already =D HAHAHA and I decided to buy a MacPro. Perhaps you guys think Mac Pro is a bit too much for me, but seriously? I love to do graphic work a lot, photoshop, and video editing etc. If I need to change a new lappie, why not Mac Pro? I don't mind the 12 months installment, since I can actually pay it by myself. =p

Okie ~ ~ Loreal Roadshow next week!! All the best to us! =D

I wonder when will I get bored on this job, because everything now seem so interesting to me.

Tata

The BITCh

2011-04-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

Ah well ~ ~ I can't believe what am I actually going to type next.

I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!

I've been so excited everyday after my work, and looking forward to the next day of work. There is always different things waiting for me to explore, to learn, and to have fun with, in the office. =) I'm really an event person heh?

I'm will be going on field soon, as the current Vichy event from Loreal is launching next week. =D

Seriously, to love your work is hard, do you know? Firstly, your colleauge need to be kind and friendly enough to you. Secondly, your boss must be willng to listen to you and take your idea. Thirdly, you feel like you have a close relationship with your colleague, just like family. Fourthly, you need to be doing what you wanted to do for so long.

And...

This is what I've got so far.

One thing very lame about my company is their slogan, "Don't call me BITCH, but call me at BITC Event" =='' Damn wtf?! right? I know... quite lame. Can I not wear that shirt? Urghhh~ ~
Luckily it is not compulsory. Haaaaaaa =p

So guys, I will be Super Busy next week onwards... Hopefully by that time I will get myself a new laptop already. And perhaps will have less update at here. I will try to update more and put more pictures =s My blog as been so dull and dry lately. hmmmm

Ok.. gotta sleep now... Good night

So I choose...

2011-04-16T02:09:00.002+08:00

Yes, the decision is made. I'm going for BITC Events and media finally.

Last night before I sleep, I actually thought of calling Double Vision and accept the job offer. But then after I write it out in the Blog, I realize, deep in my heart, I wanted to work for BITC more. And it is so obvious that I didn't want to agree with what I want.

So yeap... Monday, 9.30 am I will start my very 1st permanent job. =) I'm really excited this time, and I can't wait!

Post note:
In the process of this decision making, I just wanted to share that, it doesn't matter on what kind of working experience that you will get, but what kind of work that you are looking forward to. Most importantly, the working environment that can make you love it, instead of feeling stress or bored. This is what I think BITC can offer to me. I think I will really love to work with the people there =)

All the best to me and to whoever that is looking for a job or about to start like me.

Now I'm just feeling so ready to work.

Yes! No more complain on working life start too soon =p

Thinking

2011-04-15T01:57:00.002+08:00

Few hours more, I need to call either one of the company to tell them whether or not I can work for them. This is so not cool =( Because, I don't know the answer.

I used to think that I'm really passionate in Broadcasting, or film production but then, the working hours and the office politic underneath has freak me off a little. It is 6 working days and remain flexible. My working time is pretty much depend on the production. I might need to work during public holidays, which I knew myself will feel imbalance and stress for it. This job might turn out to be the job that I worked in Perth - awful. I'm not sure whether or not I can handle the stress, really. I'm sux!

Event management, is always what I wanted to do so far, and until one day I did change my mind due to the interest on broadcasting. But seriously, BITC offer a really good working environment to me. There is no office politics, no endless working hours, no problem at all. It actually makes me excited for the job and looking towards it after the interview. At least I will love it, instead of scare? I don't know, the people there is just so nice and friendly. I always hope to work with them.

Both of the jobs has strength and weaknesses. Double Vision might offer a great working experience, but I might not be able to handle the stress. BITC offer a little less challenge than Double Vision but their working environment can definitely make me stay and feel really happy.

Production? or Event management?

HOW?? Sigh~ ~

Broadcast or Event?

2011-04-09T01:19:00.003+08:00

hurmmmm...

My sister know a friend who work in Double Vision, which I shall describe it as one of the biggest production house in Malaysia. All these while, I have this options to just drop her an email, and she will 'help' me in to that company. However I didn't think about it, because I thought perhaps I can get in by myself. Too bad, Double Vision don't do it this way. =( Normally you need to know someone there, in order to get in. So after Suet Mun started to work at there, I decided to break my principle, and use my sister social circle to go in. @@ Especially after I knew that they going to produce Master Chef Malaysia **if you know that super famous show in Australia**. If I get in, I MIGHT get the chance to work for that TV show! Ah well ~ ~ who know if my sister's friend can't help me in.

Mean time

I got an interview from BITC event company! After endless of resume has been sent so far, and I got no response from any of it, this morning call does surprise me a lot, and make me dance for the whole day =D This company sounds really good and friendly, the salary for a fresh grads is reasonable with allowance, they provide hostel if needed, they can pick you up if you don't have a car, 5 working days but remain flexible if there is an event to run... etc. Though they are still small, but I feel welcome there. Just like a family =) And... it is near my sister's place! But I'm not sure... ...

Anyway, I will be having an interview with the company on the coming Monday. I'll see how it goes. @@

Haihhhh... How a?

I really don't which to choose. Broadcast or event? ==

confuse... confuse... confuse..

--thoughts--

Virus Again!

2011-04-06T01:05:00.003+08:00

Blardy hacker!!!! To Whoever that invented "virus", I CURSE YOU!!!

I hated it so much when my lap top can't function due to some blardy so called "virus" attack!

Pheww~~ Ok calm!

Someone has just hacked into my Yahoo mail the other day, and send hell lot of virus email to my friends and family. =__= This is so not cool! Even my lecturer has it. Gosh! And I don't even remember that I have click on anything that I shouldn't. It was only Yahoo mail, Facebook and Blogger that I will be mostly visit! Crap~ ~ if Jobstreet is the reason, then I will be so upset!

Five day!! It is already the fifth day for me to not online or send out a resume. haa Haaaa

Ah well, actually there is another reason for me to not online recently. I'm kinda busy with my life.

Firstly, me and Suet Mun have meet up, and visited Australian Graduates Career Fair at KLCC on last Thursday. There is not much job offer for media and art student, to be honest. Sigh ~ ~ After that we have wander around KLCC, chit-chatting at Coffee Bean, and window shopping for a while. Not much to see really, it is quite bored. That night I have stay over at Suet Mun's new BIG BUNGALOW at Makhota Cheras. **seriously, I have never see such a big house before, it shock me actually.

On Friday, yes! I have finally get to meet up with KAREN KOK HSI HSI!!!!!! Do you know how hard is it for me to meet with her or call her??? I feel so nervous and excited in Starbucks while I'm waiting for her. This feeling is exactly like a girl is about to meet her so damn hot boyfriend. And do you believe that we actually sat there for about 7 to 8 hours until 10 p.m.! Awww... I just realize I miss her so much@@ We will meet again soon!

For the weekend, me and my Lai family have celebrated Cheng Ming. My very 1st time of waking up in 5.30 a.m. after High School. We are so tired after all, as we slept through Sunday, and still feeling sleepy. However I'm really glad that the Malaysian Chinese is still celebrating this festival, because it is so meaningful. It reminds us, our past, our ancestor, and the origins of our family. We as the young generation must remain this tradition.

So as you see... it is all about outing and Cheng Ming, which mean I ate plenty of nice food, particularly from my mom's cooking. There is friend Bee Hoon, Chicken, Pork leg Vinegar, fish, Sticky rice, Rice roll with meat, corn soup etc. I have kept eating for the past five days and YES, it gains me few hundred grams of fats. Very good result =__= Haaaaahaaaa Sorry if I'm being random here. BECAUSE I AM THAT RANDOM =p

I shall stop eating shouldn't I? Yes I should! Tomorrow diet! =__= This will be the most boring and shout out from me I reckon?!

Alright alright! Should stop now, because I'm using my sister lappie. hurmm! Not going to be active on the net recently though, so find me on my phone guys.

Soooiyaaa =p

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阿公與我

2011-03-29T16:06:00.005+08:00

八月半，釣燈籠，燈籠燒，哭嘴包。。。。。。

那時候的弄邊大街很熱鬧，看到的光，不是街燈照射下來的光，而是小孩提在手上，燈籠裏照出來的燭光。

“小心不要 LUT 到手” 大人把點好蠟燭的燈籠交到我的小手上，然後由姐姐牽著我。

“走了，我們去游弄邊大街！”

我們浩浩蕩蕩出發咯！

那時候，走在大街上好像都不用怎麽擔心會被突然來的摩托車撞倒。走呀走，四周的小孩玩的玩，閙的閙。大哥哥和大姐姐們有的堆在自己店前，圍著蠟燭，拿著美祿罐，好像在開會，有的呢就拿著椰殼，用樹枝在椰殼裏東攪西攪的，好像在煮菜。大人們呢就把店内的桌子，椅子擡出來，一邊賞月，一邊嘆茶。再不然呢就忙著看我們這些糊塗瓜，幫忙我們點燈龍，然後再把五顔六色的燈籠挂上梁。紅色，綠色，黃色，橙色。。。好漂亮。

那晚的微風輕輕繞過我們的耳際，很是涼爽，很是快樂。

突然閒。。。

“哎喲！！不好了燒燈籠了！！！”

“快點跑！！！阿公要打人了！！”

然後就是一段叫駡聲。。。

什麽都不知情的我只知道後面有人要追打我們，一定要快閃！

原來阿公好像都不喜歡我們玩火。

“阿公很兇，會打人！所以你一定要聽話” 這是大人告訴我的話。不出聲，靜靜的阿公的卻很恐怖。每一次只要經過他身邊，我都是用跑的，看都不敢看，好像見鬼一樣。你問我爲什麽？我也不知道。那時的我很小，很小，就只知道怕。

當我真正認清楚阿公的樣子時，那已經是很久以後的事了。那時阿公已經不在了，我也是在翻看舊相簿時，才看清楚阿公的樣子。果真阿公的樣子很嚴肅,而且還是帶著一幅太陽眼鏡的噢~~

阿嬤與我

2011-03-29T02:01:00.012+08:00

清明將至，閒人最近出了道難題給我們這些堂兄弟姐妹。要我們發揮文采，寫寫自己印象中的阿嬤與阿公，然後放上面子書，和大家分享分享。

反正閑著也是閑著，正在尋工的我不妨碰一碰墨水，寫寫自己和阿嬤的那一小段回憶。

阿嬤在自己剛上一年級的時候已經離世人間。那時候，對什麽都模糊的我只知道，阿嬤不好了，不會再待在我們身邊了。我那時候的心情實在是很害怕，也很不捨得。可能大人們都以爲年幼的我不知道發生什麽事，其實我沒忘記當我被叫出課室的那一刻，姨丈所說的話。那一天的我提早回家，然後由姨丈載我從馬口回去弄邊老家。。。。。。

記憶中，阿嬤不曾對我兇過，她很疼我們，她對我來説永遠是好人。至少媽媽要打我的時候，奔向她總沒錯。住在弄邊的每一天中午，媽媽都會牽著我的小手，走過去對面店吃午飯。以前吃飯對我來説是一個噩夢，因爲我不喜歡吃飯。那時候的廚房是穿這鞋子走進去的，我每一次都會做在木椅上，愁眉苦臉的望著店后面那一條弄邊大河，等候媽媽一湯匙又一湯匙滿滿的飯。只要飯待在口裏超過三十秒，媽媽無情的巴掌就會狠狠的挂下來，然後我就會哭的稀里嘩啦的。心理不斷希望有人能出現在廚房，救一救我這個小瓜。可是中午的雜貨店都很忙，所以那時候的廚房可以說是沒什麽人。只有在很幸運的時候才會遇見阿嬤偶爾走進來倒KOPI，然後她會替我解圍，勸勸媽媽下手不要那麽重，我才能免去一些疼痛。哇，阿嬤是救星。

至於和阿嬤交談的回憶好像都不怎麽有，可能這就是爲什麽我的福建話不合格吧？

印象最深刻的應該就是阿嬤的早餐了。每一天早晨七點左右，阿嬤都會準時地打包好早餐，騎著腳踏車來到我們店樓下，然後大聲地叫我們下去拿。每當聽見阿嬤的聲音，喝著奶的我都會跳起身，跑出房外，然後靠這欄杆，看著阿嬤，大大聲地叫："阿嬤！"阿嬤每一次都會擡起頭, 笑著問我有沒有乖。我說有。那一個笑容至今還印在我的腦裏，很親切，很和藹。

阿嬤，

現在那個不喜歡吃飯的瓜已經長大了，她剛畢業回國，而且現在很愛吃飯，身體長滿了肉，已經再也不是那個“瘦Mang Gai"了。托你的福我們過得很好，也很想念你。我們經常聼爸爸，姑姑們說你以前的故事，也對你很好奇。聼姑姑說你以前在雜貨店裏都不休息，就為了賺更多的錢養家。你的好我們永遠都銘記于心。

午夜

2011-03-28T03:59:00.003+08:00

時間是一秒一秒地過。。。人總是一步一步的前進。。。時間不停留，而人也不該太執著于過去。我們應該迎向每一天。

無所事事的日子已過了接近兩個星期，説長不長，說短不短。只知道，這種日子不能過太久。日子一旦過久了，無形的壓力也會隨之而來。

這幾天，我不斷的在懷念過去。心裏不斷浮現去年的那一段快樂日子。腦子裏不斷的在念著還在澳洲的朋友們。想回到過去。

可是那畢竟已過去了，何不迎向未來呢？與其過的普普通通，不如過得精精彩彩？

想到是容易，但是何謂精彩？

其實，可能。。。。。。只要你覺得你過得很好，你就真的是過得很好了吧？所以我也應該告訴自己，我現在過得日子還不錯，而且近期内我是會找到一份適合自己的工作的咯？這樣想，還不錯。

就給自己一個時間限制吧。。。。。。這段日子總會有結束的時候

珍惜。知足。常樂。

Midnight in the March

2011-03-27T04:01:00.009+08:00

Liquor is just a liquid with alcohol to me. It is not very tasty and I will not like to learn how to taste it really. Yet I never resist it. @@

I just know that Alcohol used to release my tension when I'm stress with assignment. It used to gives me courage to do something that I wouldn't do when I'm sober **I know this is quite crap, everyone who drunk did that actually** And It used to make me lose control on my emotions. Overall the process, you drink, you dance, you sing, you enjoy, and then you think. You ask yourself what are you doing when you go to pee. =____= **for me it is**

Seriously you can control yourself very well if you do not want to lose it. **you choose whether or not to drunk**

Tonight was fun, not very fun but yea... happy.

It will be really fun if I get tipsy but haaa, I didn't. I just realize that I can't take the taste of Whiskey at all. Especially it was after my 21st night. It smell terrible for me. But I can't escape from it =='' It's taste simply disgust me and I feel like vomiting now. T.T

Actually I'm not here to write about how much I hate Whiskey. I'm here to share some of my thoughts that pop into my mind when we were drinking just now. Ermmm...

Ah well ~~ I'll just crap whatever that pops into my mind ... ...

Okay, this will be something about life... ... **bored and odd I KNOW! Shut Up!**

Human live with reason, which is why we have dream, and we have ambition. Yet there is always something blocking in between when you are on your journey to achieve your dream.

During the journey of my life, I always complain. When something unexpected happen to me, I will be really down and depress. The down period can be really long, it depends. You will get away from it faster, when you are surrounded by your friends and family. However, all they can do is only listen to you or perhaps give you some advices. You live your life, so you choose to accept it or not. No one can helps you or understand how you feel. You help yourself.

My uncle shared me this before:" the happiest life come to you when you have nothing at all. But how to be the person who have nothing at all? This is the hardest part to achieve in your life."
This is true. You stress when you own something, and when you have something, you want more. That's where problems come.

I can't tell if I fully understand this idea. But I will always remind myself when something unwillingly happen in my life. I will tell myself to be satisfy. I will tell myself how blissful am I. I will tell myself to not compare.

Life.

hmmmm.... crap =S

--thoughts--

Tequilla's currently life

2011-03-24T01:27:00.004+08:00

OK LAH!

There is really not much for me to blog about recently. fyi I'm currently unemployed. After review back all the posts that I have wrote in year 2010, I realize that my life was so much exciting and fun compare with now. Sigh ~ ~ ~ Uni life is like that... always hang out with friends, look for nice food to eat, study hard together, shopping etc etc..

Now it is different. I need to be fully independent from my family, though I'm not able to do it right now. But slowly, I know I will somehow get a job, and somehow step into my career... and get old... and die at the end. Life. That's too harsh I know, but in fact it is true. So do live in your life, be appreciate, be active and fully use all the time you left.

Me? I doing really good now. I'm not depress. In fact I'm kinda relaxing at home, and kinda lack of motivation to hunt for a job. Quite bad actually.

I did have something to work on, such as design a banner for the coming book fare in my brother shop, jogging, send some resume, reading, watch movie, plan the coming Singapore trip and mostly taking care on the babies. I enjoy doing all these. Though the stress of not working has flipped into my mind once in a while.

O ya. Please support the book fare ya. It will starts soon. And the books are DEEP CHEAP!

I'm good. No worries. =D

--share--

The real feeling

2011-03-21T17:38:00.002+08:00

That's why I said never let yourself have too much free time to think. Or even stay at home... it is awful! This is call direction_less.

NO WAY!!! can't think this way, or else I will get crazy! ~ ~

At least I'm taking care on the baby. And I'm freelancing as a graphic designer for my brother~ ~

Awesome! Let's do it. And back to jogging.

It will be good for your brain!

GO GO

Before my Rocky finish

2011-03-17T15:24:00.007+08:00

Ah well ~ ~ ~ Rocky, it used to be my favorite, for no reason. Recently I'm kinda craving with Rocky again. Just because my sister bought me Rocky couple of days ago, and now I miss Rocky == It is everybody favorite snack I guess. At least it is one of mine favorites =p I have long didn't eat Rocky, I think? Why am I sound like a Rocky promoter? ewww ~~ Haaha nothing really special about Rocky, it is just biscuit with strawberry filled. ~.~

So guys, I'M BACK!!

I am back from the cruise trip. It is not very nice cruise experience though. Or perhaps floating in the ocean is not an ideal travel plan. Like you stuck there forever. And you can't jump into the ocean whenever you like hahahaha **who did that?** Still I prefer road trip, I can decide where to go and what to do. lalalalalala Anyway the Star Cruise hospitality is really good. They have really friendly staff and you do not need to wait in a long queue though there is around 3000++ people on the cruise. Applause to the crews!! YAY!

Basically the cruise depart from Singapore to Penang, Malaysia, and then Phuket, Thailand. It is a 4 days 3 nights trip.

We didn't visit Penang or really get to visit Phuket Island in Thailand due to limited time. Basically we spend most of our time on the cruise, with all the provided activities and facilities. Some time the activities are quite boring, and you might need to pay for their facilities. Urghhh, kind of annoying actually ~ ~ In the conclusion, I will not go for second time. And, it is still too crowded on the cruise! Whatever~ cruise just make me feel dizzy some time =s

Did I say the cruise call Virgo? which is also my star sign. Yay!!

Ok...

As long as travel with my family, I'm good with everything. Especially the baby is going =D

Well... Now, Leeyi is officially unemployed!! YAY!!!! =______________________=

SHUT UP!

I will fully utilize my 'FREE' time to visit my friends. Like I said, whenever you at Bahau, Kulai, Singapore, Seremban, Segamat, KL or Perth, I will tried my best to visit you okie == Although re-visit Perth is kinda HARD... =____________=

My next stop should be in Singapore! I want to meet Leong Wei Kiat!

Urghh! I know! The feeling of unemployed or nothing to do is SUX!

I am random I KNOW!!

--thought--

R.E.S.I.G.N

2011-03-09T20:54:00.003+08:00

hahahahahahahha....

I know =='' Shut UP!

I have just resigned after one week of work.

WHY?!

Actually, the reason is very simple and obvious.

f.y.i I'm only work as an interns in the company. So, the pay is very low, the workload is heavy, AND BORED!

I'm there to learn you see? I'm still young and fresh! All I need is working experience, and keep learning! But the company just fail to provide what I want.

Basically in my job scope, I'm the Producer Assistant for Team C. When we have recording, I need to open up a new file in the computer, edit the power point slide during recording, filling up logging sheet, time the recording... etc.

When we don't have recording on that day, I will need to re-design the given power point slide. Re-design doesn't mean I get to express my idea, but to follow the templates that the company have already decided. It's so dead!

If I continue stay there, I will not get anything at the end. No money, no learning experience... nothing.

That's why I've decided to leave early though I haven't secure my job at Media Prima.

I'll keep searching... ... no rush... and be patient... I know I will get what I want eventually.

While I'm searching, I will make my time to visit more friends. No matter you are in Bahau, Segamat, Kulai, Singapore, KL, or Perth. I miss all of you very much!

Haizzzz... who can understand a fresh graduate? Hunting a job is not easy, isn't it?

--share--

Working life

2011-03-05T21:40:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to define my current situation, but what I sure is: Everyday, I wake up pretty early in the morning, wait for the bus, change to LRT, change to bus again, and then work. I sleep very early recently. My body alarm system turns really healthy now, which I couldn't believe that! See! Human can choose to live better if they want to!

N A H

Back to the topic. Well, people might think that I have already started working. Yet I need to tell you guys the fact that I'm only having internship now! This internship will remain 3 months if nothing change! However, I do feel like a permanent worker for this company, as I work so much! I even need to work on Sunday =( Ah crap ~ ~ you know how TV station runs right? Then you must be knowing why people need to work during weekends, and some time during the midnight! Because the show never ends on TV! Even I change company, I might need to work for the weekends as well =( ( (

I'm still... ... waiting for the news! arghhhh!! Please please please! Let me in!

The fact is... ... work is never fun! You will feel the pressure. You scare. You complain. You might run away from it... ...

So, all you need to do is just to be determined!

I'm trying.

When I feel bored while waiting for the bus, I will write down a note about my feelings, and keep myself reminded - this is just the starting, you have plenty to go, your future is always on your hands -

Guys,

Appreciate everything you have now, and try not to complain too much. Compare with the less-fortunate, you are now a lot better than they do. =)

And this is what I do while I'm waiting for my sister alone in the room, and get somebody to talk to me! =D

--thoughts--

March

2011-03-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

March, starting of the Autumn in Perth... ...

Everyone started to get busy, for their study, for work, for life. It is the starting of the year, everyone work hard to get a better life, or perhaps work harder for the coming long holidays. As I said, human need to work on something, to earn something, to achieve something, or else life will be so meaningless. Too much holidays bring pressure, though holidays never enough for us. You don't want to feel useless, don't you?

I'm like that. Always move on, non-stop searching, want for a better one... ... There is always a sound whisper in my mind - don't stop, keep walking -

I can't stay at home and wait, I can't give myself more holiday even-though I have just finish my uni. I feel better when I'm busy? Hahaha But still I complain a lot =p

So guys, I always imagine I'm still at Uni you know? This is just because my 1st working day is also the 1st day of Uni at Curtin! We are together!

How's internship?

Internship was ok, people are nice, is just that the subject that they focus on is bored, working time is pretty unstable, heavy workload, people always late to work, I always need to wait for at least one hour, hate the public transport in Malaysia... ... etc.

I regret at the 1st day of internship actually, as I realize that I shouldn't start as an intern. I have somehow degrade myself, because I realize all of the production crews are fresh graduates! Just like me! Who know they might laugh at me behind my back ==''

When I decided to keep searching for another job, here comes the opportunity.

Guess what?? I got an interview at Media Prima tomorrow! YAY!

Will definitely go for that, and... ... wish me luck! =)

--share--

Restart

2011-02-26T00:27:00.003+08:00

End of Uni life leads to the start of working life. We only keep walking, stop while we feel tired, change while something went wrong, fight whenever there is an opportunity... ... We always set a goal and objective. Always try our best to achieve it.

All these is just for living. For life. You don't need to go for a huge one, as long as you can survive in this world. Be satisfy.

Me?

I want to do what I want to do. Yet I need sometime to overcome. I need to re-adapt myself in this country though I born and growth here. Ah well~ ~ I just need times.

Anyway, I got two job interview before Chinse New Year. I got both. Both are just for tryout. However, I have just rejected one of them which is work as a creative photographer in The Picture Company. Photography is not the one I will like to pursue, but the one I'm interested in. Event management sound great to me but I might not be happy with that. Broadcast production is what I really want to work for after a long journey of study and trying.

So I got this job to work at IPTV Sdn Bhd. Its an online TV station that enable people to access to their TV channel when they are traveling or oversea. They have one TV studio, and I might work in the production line.

Before I truly become part of their members, I need to go through 3 months internship with only enough allowance.

That's what I'm going to do next Monday. Kind of happy though =p as I never really work in TV station for real other than the practical project at Uni.

A bit of depress as well, because I'm leaving home again =S I have just unpack my stuff, but now I need to pack and leave ~ ~ urgh! sux!

What I feel like now is... I can't believe I actually study at Perth for one and a half year already. There is something that I can't put down... for no reason ~ ~ aiZzzz Still, I miss Perth =(

--share--

Taking off

2011-02-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

Landed.

I'm safe landed in Malaysia today around 12.15 p.m. which also draw me a full stop to Perth.

I'm graduated on the 22nd of February. Most of my friends are here. I'm happy yet I don't really feel that I'm actually graduated.

Everything just like a dream. A really nice and sweet dream.

There is this moment when I close my eye on the flight, I actually realize that someone is no longer someone. I actually care. And I care a lot. I have my tear drop off silently that moment, and I know I can't do anything to save it.

I think I will stop my journey of searching because I know I have found someone that I want. Someone that can affect me so much even-though we are not meant to know each other.

Funny how I never realize it until today. Before this I keep wondering, but now I got the answer. Its actually like that. Its not easy really.

Well, something really emotional has been through my mind while I'm on my way back to Malaysia. Seriously, I miss my Uni life a lot.

Hopefully the coming day is not as bad as how I feel now @@

full stop.
--thoughts--

Flying soon

2011-02-12T03:38:00.004+08:00

=(

I'm flying to Perth for my convocation soon, which is what I don't feel like doing now. This is because, I can feel the pressure of graduate, and also the REALITY of working. argh ~

After this time, I won't be going back to Perth so soon. **it's quite sad to think about that. =S

Urghhhhhh!

About Chinese New Year ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

I don't have much pictures on this Chinese New Year. Firstly, I'm really sick. Basically, I slept through the new year, and even lose weight. Missed a lot of new year cookies =(

Secondly, there is too much disaster happen during the new year, my grandmom house nearly got into flood, and the store behind my grandmom's house was collapsed because of the flood. After that, during the 3rd day of new year, my grandmom house was attacked by bees (**Fireman said the bee can cause to death). Because of all these disaster, my relatives force to drive back KL early, which have end the new year early as well. =___=

However, still there is something to be remember, such as last night - the Hokkien's New Year. I swear I saw the shape of dragon when we burn the 'praying' paper! Everyone see it. The fire is dancing! Too bad I don't have camera on my hand! =(

We have Bingo last night too, it was really fun =) haa haa

And so... Chinese New Year is coming to an end, especially after the family trip to Perth =(

Let's see my father and his BELOVED grandson couple shirt! HAHA so cute! And my father really like the shirt we buy for him!

**he never like any shirt we buy but this one, because his grandson got one E o W h h ~

--share--

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-02T19:41:00.005+08:00

YAY!!! Chinese New Year is here!!

This year my brother has done a really crazy new year decoration in our house. F.Y.I he sell all these =) I feel like a kid when I see the decoration, so red and nice hahaa! He even decorated my grandmom's house, and makes my grandmom so happy. haha...

Wish everyone have a great new year. I can't wait to catch up with friends and family though I'm sick now =(

Fever fast fast go away!!

--share--

January

2011-01-28T01:45:00.003+08:00

It has been such a long time for me to not update my blog. ah~ well~ ~ I'm pretty busy actually =D

I'm... ...

Kinda enjoy taking care on the babies at home,

some time meeting up with all the primary and secondary school mates,

not forgetting to eat all the Malaysian food that I missed (Mom cook tauhu every single days for me WUhohoho =p)

The line is pretty bad as well, it rains for four days already =( hurmmmm Every time when I'm trying to blog, the line will just went off... quite annoying, though I hardly stay in front of the computer.

I got an interview last Friday. It was an internship interview in a company call IBOXX IPTV. Will be doing video editing and stuff. I'm not sure whether there is a chance for me to get this. It is just an internship (low pay, heavy workload) If I got it, I will be start working on March. I hope I can get it, but if I didn't, then it's ok, I will keep searching for other jobs =( can't give up!

Ermm... what else I've done so far other than baby sitting?

Perhaps going up and down to KL for four times in a week? or having a great little gathering with my high school mates in Jogoya? It was pretty fun, and it kinda remind me that no matter how time passes fast, there is still this bunch of friends surrounding me. Miss those day when we are in Chi Wen =)

Jogoya is pretty good I reckon =p There are TOO MUCH choice which actually make me don't feel like trying so much. hahaa... Though most of the feedback I got from people is negative, but I think it's worth trying. I love their ice-cream and shasimi =D

I miss my Limkokwing buddy too =( Too bad, I don't think I can meet any of them before Chinese New Year. But we must meet after my convocation ya =p

Been doing lots of window shopping recently as well (since I always go Pavillion ==). I didn't get to buy anything, because I think the price here is more expensive compare to Australia, and the fashion here just isn't that attractive, I mean it is quite slow... ... Anyway I pretty much got all my new year clothes before I come back. eee hee... Anyhow I still need a pair of heels and a bag!! which is why I'm going to Pavillion tomorrow with my sister again... Wohohoho

Hermmmm... I love Chinese New Year >.< Because I always get to shop with excuse, and dress up during the day, also re-union with my relatives and friends. =D

Can't wait!

Happy Chinese New Year guys

--share--

Papa Birthday

2011-01-18T01:11:00.007+08:00

One of the reason that I decided to come back is because of my father birthday. Actually it's because of that day when I call back home. He ask if I'm going back for Chinese New Year. Normally, he wouldn't ask, if he do not care. I mean, normally he will respect my decision in stay back at Perth. Maybe this year, while I was enjoying my study life over Perth, he was dealing with a lot of business issues, which turns him a little emotional, and thinks that he needs family support at this moment? I think... ...

Because of the call, my feeling of going back turn stronger. And now ... ... I'm home =)

Papa, Happy Birthday.

I'm sorry because I'm not there for you when you have problem.

I'm sorry I couldn't help out when you are having problem.

Thank you for providing me a chance to study abroad.

Thank you for being my father, a responsible, and a sensible father.

With you, I know I do not need to worry.

With you, I feel safe.

And because of all these, I promise I will work harder to repay you. I want to bring you to Europe, travel around the world.

I Love you daddy!

Homemade butter cake by my mom with fresh cherry as deco =D

Coconut bird nest. Wuahahaha My mom's new invention

Also we have normal bird nest =p

Mommy, Daddy and three little grandsons.

--share--

I'm Back!

2011-01-16T03:00:00.002+08:00

Ah well~ ~ ~ I'm home now! which is the place that I can't wait to rush back, and full of the people that I miss so much!

Before I reach home, I can't really feel or imagine that I'm leaving the country that I have live for one and a half year. I can't imagine that, it is for permanent.

As I said, this is my 3rd time of leaving, move, change, and re-adapt. I'm really not use to my home now. I mean not to the people that I loves but to the place that I live, like my room, the food, the places etc. I thought I missed it so much but I'm actually not. I mean physically not, my body feel sick today for no reason. And this is so weird to me ~ ~

The babies are making me busy now which is good and bad. Haa They make my life colorful everyday =p

And everyone at home is so busy in working. They made me feel kind of useless, which make me think that I'm such a lousy daughter that has been enjoy in Perth for so long. I feel so sorry to my parent that they actually work so hard while I'm studying in Perth. To repay them, I must work harder!

Coming back from Perth is just like wake up from a really sweet dream. Seriously, and this feeling is kind of terrible, as I feel that I achieve nothing after I came back.

Anyway I'm happy that I'm back. I missed so much! And now it's the time for me to catch up everything with my friends and family.

Besides, I really miss M&M now =S

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擁有你們的夏天

2011-01-11T20:52:00.004+08:00

今天以後，我真的會很不捨得你們。

謝謝你們伴我度過在這裡的最後一個夏天。我會很想念你們的。

願你們在這新的一年裏，過得快樂安康。

Bored

2011-01-03T16:39:00.002+08:00

Arghhhhh... I'm so bored! It has been three days already! Staying at home, playing Facebook game, sometime chatting on msn, finishing Gossip Girl Season 4, finishing reading 7 books. O my god! What else can I do????

My wake up time now is 2 O'Clock, and sleeping time is 7 O'Clock! ARGHHHHHH

I'm sick of life like this already! I need to get out of the house today!!!!! I don't care... Find me something else to do, or else I will go Crazy!

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Happy New Year

2011-01-01T19:48:00.019+08:00

New year eve count down will never be one of the must_do_list for me. Not because I don't like celebration, it is just that I don't like the huge traffic after celebration. This year, it is slightly different because, firstly this is my '1st' and 'last' new year at Perth, secondly staying at home alone playing game isn't really what I want to do during New Year eve. I'm definitely not a party people nor lonely lady. I just don't want to stay alone during this New Year eve. I bet Marie and Michael feel the same? Or they just want to spend time with me, show me around before I left? Whatever it is, we have somehow plan to celebrate New Year together =)

We have no idea whether there is any fireworks, or what kind of festival they will be held. We spend our whole afternoon to plan actually. lol **while we play Zuma Blitz on Facebook =D**

Come to the conclusion, we decided to go to Northbridge and see what's going on, and also for fireworks of course.

Crowd everywhere, some road was blocked as two stages have been setup around Northbridge. This is my first time to feel that Northbridge looks like night market.

After buying bubble tea, we find ourselves a place to sit while facing the stage, and enjoy the performance.
O yah, my ugliest photo of 2010 with Bubble... hahaha

Overall, it is pretty disappointing =S the performance doesn't match the mode of celebration. The song they play is pretty depressing and slow.

The most disappointing one is, their so called fireworks is just about popping out a very big colorful_popping_paper. And the so called count down is just a lady suddenly stop the performance in one minute before 12 O'Clock, and do the count down for the last 10 seconds. How terrible? =____= I think overall the most fun part is me taking photos.

The m&m with their favourite Coke, its just that the one they holding is not frozen coke. Basically Coke is like water for them. hahahaha

So we decided to walk around Northbridge. And then we see accident happen in front of the pub - The Deen - It's on paper today.

Scary ~ ~ some bloody lady hit a policeman into unconscious? This is what they always say - please party with responsibility.

This is our 1st photo of the year =D I force them to take a lot of photos HAHAHAHA

Then we have came up with this plan - go to the beach and wait for the Sunrise. O wau@@ I'm excited. 1st Sunrise of 2011? Sound just so meaningful.

Before we go, I have check that sunrise at Perth today is at 5.14 a.m.

Anyway, we have ended up stop at the Rowing Club at Applecross, because we not sure where exactly is the best location to view sunrise other than Kings Park.

The sky turn bright around 4.30 a.m.
We are so awake that time. I don't remember what exactly we were chatting about, but I just know that we laugh a lot. hahaha

Then we spotted one green balloon swimming across the river.

We still waiting for the egg yolk to come out. @@

Spotted! 1st sunlight of 2011! YAY Mission complete!

Just before we go back to sleep like a pig, we have McDonald breakfast =D

Happy New Year 2011 people =)

**I'm glad that I spend time with them today. It is just so lucky for me to know the m&m. When we were counting the days that I have left at Perth, it is really sad. I know I will still meet them. I will visit sometime I swear! I wish both of them a really smooth and happy 2011. Thank you for bringing me around and be my tour guide =)

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2010-12-30T23:30:00.006+08:00

This will be the last post of 2010.

I have not much to write really. When I reveal back what have I done throughout the year, I can't find any specific stuff or specific feeling. I just know I'm pretty busy. Busy in going out or busy in assignment, I don't have much time to really make myself think or being emotional, which is good because being emotional is scary.

Year 2010 in Perth is definitely better than Year 2009 in Perth. I met a bunch of awesome housemate, we hang out a lot and been through a lot. They are like my family in Perth already. I'm glad that I meet them. Without them, my life will be so lonely, so emotional, and so empty. Perhaps I would just talk with my lap top only? Just like how I did last year, Skype is my only tool of communication... terrible. Well, it's over now.

I also met a bunch of awesome classmate through CREATIF - The M&Ms, In, Yoffaro, Effy, etc. They are like the coolest people to work with. I spend most of my Uni time with them. All the Monday nights in studio, editing suit, or sometime just hang out to some places for food. I always ask why am I meeting them so late! When we just about to know each other, I need to leave. How awesome?!

But. When you are meeting new bunch of people, or kind of starting a new chapter of life in Perth, you will somehow neglected those who use to be so close with you. This doesn't just happen, it happened long time ago, from high school, to Limkokwing, and now Perth. Everyone that step into my life before, some of us stop contacting, some of us still contact but less, some of us still care each other but hardly contact. Time just changes us all. It is very sad though. Because I think I've totally lose this friend in this year. We still good, but its different already. Days before we talk about it, I don't feel different, but now I did. Like what he tells, I don't know I just feel it... ... Great! See what have I done!

I always thoughts I have friends. I always expect them to always stand aside me, support me, I always expect them to be there when I'm not. And because of this stupid expectation, I treat them like shit! I really did! No matter who, I did treat them like shit before. I always don't want to admit that but I need to. There is a lesson to be learn this year. And I'm the one who need to learn that lesson. I'm sorry guys. I am really sorry. I'm sux!

And just because I have plenty of time to stay alone and think, I actually feel that I lost everyone at the end. What am I doing? Arghhh... this post turn out so emo. Well, don't feel or say anything because I know there is someone still care about me. I don't need to talk or anything, I just typing out what I feel and making myself admit the mistake that I've made. I just can't believe that I'm leaving everyone again and move again! How much of leaving should I been through? I can't believe 2011 turn us harder to meet each other.

My graduation is like a HUGE separation yet another HUGE reunion with some of my friends.

I'll let it be. Let go the unhappy ones and keep the happy one.

I still can't imagine year 2011. I know it could be really depressing because that will be the time for me to hunt for a job. And it's pretty hard. I'm not a lucky people. After been through so many job hunting and interviews, I know getting a job that you want is SO DAMN HARD!

My plan of the year is just to work as an intern for the company that I wish to go in. I'm still learning even though I'm graduate. I always understand this.

I think I will travel a lot in the coming year as well. I don't know why but I just feel that I will.

My wish of the coming year will always be my family. I wish all of them have a good and smooth one. I want my parent to be healthy and happy. I want my brothers and sisters to success on whatever they are doing. I want the babies healthy. I want all of my friends happy as well.

I'm such a blissful girl that I don't need to worry about my family financial problem or any other trouble that happen. I'm always undercover. Sometime I wish I can help but I know take good care on myself is helping them.

Just want to speak it out loud. HAPPY NEW YEAR & I LOVE YOU!

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The last bits of December

2010-12-30T02:40:00.003+08:00

Well.... I'm pretty busy these days. Not busy kind of busy, but I've been going out a lot recently. Doing nothing special, just continue shopping **the year end sales here is crazily cheap! 5 dollar? gosh ==

Hanging out with M&M and the gang quite often these days. We go for 3D TRON today at Titan Cinema, Belmont. Very good cinema, awesome sound system, big and comfy seat! Gosh! Seriously, you guys need to experience this. Best of the best! And Tron was good, nice effect!

Besides, me and Marie has been going down to the beach at evening quite often as well. Sometime we will all having board games and movies in one of their house.

Pretty much that's it. And... we gonna make a kite and fly it on New Year =D Will do count down together as well. Ahhhh haaaa... so much stuff going on now...

Gonna say good bye for a while.

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Boxing day

2010-12-27T02:19:00.011+08:00

Well, its boxing day! Month ago I don't know what is there so special about boxing day, because f.y.i I never really celebrate Christmas, so I'm not really sure about the traditions and what exactly people do on this day. What I know is, people will normally go crazy on boxing day, this is especially in those western countries. Because all the branded stuff will have HUGE SALE on that day.

But too bad for me, as I'm not really into branded stuff, so all the 'HUGE SALE' in shops like Burberry, LV, Marc Jacobs, i-Mac or even Guess does not really excite me. Haaa ~ ~ I know, people like being damn crazy today, but me. They are like never been to shopping before, or like they have plenty of money to spent like that, crazy. Basically, its more like a war than shopping to me. Haaa

Anyway, their shopping spirit did makes me feel that I shouldn't lose. I feel that I should get some cheap stuff too. lol So I went to few shops that I like, such as Forever New, City Beach, Cotton On, Dotti, Jay Jay, and Myers to browse around.

My objective today is to get all the souvenir sorted.

And I did! ^^

For myself, I bought one jumpsuit at Cotton On today with only 10 dollar! So cheap and it looks so good. I think that will be my new year clothes. And also bought another jeans blouse at Dotti with 20 dollar. ee hee I like both a lot.

For my beloved in Malaysia. I got all of them a t-shirt from Jay Jay!

One thing I like about Jay Jay is, they have nice print t-shirt and the quality doesn't lose Zara print-t at all. Very comfy and nice.

The main point is, they are cheap. Only 5 dollar for one shirt **maybe only in boxing day?** But guys print-t are more expensive, 10 dollar for one. Still cheap =) They are really good and useful souvenir. So basically, all of the souvenir are sorted in Jay Jay. I spend lots of time to hunt for nice t-shirt ok? SO CROWDED there, my GOSH!

And then, specially for my little sister who got straight As in PMR. I bought her one whole set of Roxy =) as present. Luckily she is skinny enough to fit-in Roxy for Teen. Because it is cheaper, and the design is more cute, it suits her well. lol After showing her picture, she damn happy and likes it very much. Haha I'm the bad influence that cause her crazy on Roxy now ~ ~

People go into Myers buy branded bag, fragrance and perfumes, but I go there to buy panties. lol They have 30% off for all intimacy. And those are in good quality and most importantly - comfy. I got some for my sister as well.
Among all the things that I bought, panties are the most expensive one. Anyway, you do know that girls need to change their panties at least once in a year right? This is true! There is always hidden bacteria on your old panties which you will not realize it. And it will make you sick. So change it! =_= Well, I might saying something that everyone know about it already. whatever~~

Very lucky one, I got this benefit cosmetic eye gel for half price in Myers, there will be more choices if I go early I think. Only left this one, and the rest are all lip gross. I called my sister and ask if she wants it, then she say yes. haha Its really cheap, because normally benefit cosmetic cost at least 100 ringgit in Malaysia. I got this for only 23 dollar =D How exciting!

Well... It's time to save now =S hurrmmmmm

Did I mention that this shopping trip was only me all the way by myself? haha... I know! I'm trained now - shop and enjoy myself without anyone. lol

I miss everyone now! Especially after buying stuff for them! ISH!

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